Kai's Letter

There was something about you, Oh Sehun

something that made me fall in love.

Until now, I have no idea what it is. Was it your beautiful smiles, rare and precious and bewitching like a diamond, or was it your general aura, the way you walked, behaved, spoke and every thing that you did. Maybe it was one of those which made me love you, and maybe it was all of them. Maybe I saw in you everything that I wished to be, and maybe I saw in you something that could change me, forge me into a better person.

Maybe I only wanted to be yours, and I only wanted you to be mine.

I want you to know, before it is too late.

I want you to know, before i am out of breath and my soul finally escapes, rendering my body void of life, void of feelings. I just do not want to die unless I spoke about my feelings. If I do not, I am afraid my soul will be disatisfied. I am afraid I would be trapped in this world, because I never spoke the words, and I would not be able to tell them, ever again.

I love you.

I aboely, whole heartedly, truly, love you.

I wish I hadn't been such a fool, I wish I had told you sooner, I wish, I wish so many things, but I do not have enough time.

Therefore, i will say them now.

I will say everything, now.

I fell in love with you, a long time ago, when we were still children, and I grew even more in love as we grew up. My eyes would always be searching for your sil