SOOHYUN POV

Sohee hug me, she hug me without a frown on her face whenever she saw me usually.

Am I dreaming? 

I smack my cheek. Auch, its hurt so its not a dream.

"Why are you hitting yourself?" Sohee ask with a concern face.

"Nothing, I thought there is a mosquito." I said awkwardly.

"Mosquito?" Sohee

"Nevermind, so which one do you want?" I said while shoving a plastic bag full of ice cream 

Sohee choose carefully, sometimes she makes a thinking face that i always thought as a funny face.

Its bring me back when we were dating secretly.

FLASHBACK

I was videa calling with Sohee asking her where we want to meet.

"So do you have anywhere in mind?" Soohyun

"Let me think...." Sohee said while doing her thinking face

I was laughing out loud.

"Why are you laughing?" Sohee

"Your face is so funny right now." Soohyun

"Funny? Im not doing anything funny." Sohee

"I know, it just your face right now is so funny." Soohyun, still cant stop laughIing.

"So you want to say I look stupid right now?" Sohee say with sulking tone.

"No, I did not mean than. Your face right now really silly in my opinion." Soohyun

"Im not making any funny face." Sohee

"I know, sorry for laughing. You  are just to cute." Soohyun

"Thank god you stop laughing, I was like 50% want to cancelled our date." Sohee

"Oh no, please dont. Its been forever since we meet. You are busy with your tour at USA. This is the only time we can meet." Soohyun

"We'll see." Sohee

"Yah Ahn Sohee stop joking and tell me where you want to meet"

Sohee start laughing when she heard my panic voice.

END FLASBACK

I miss those time whenever I can make joke with her.

"Soohyun? Soohyun? Kim Soohyun?" Sohee

"Ah yes?" Soohyun

"Are you sick? Ive been calling you but you just stare like a creepy guy." Sohee

"Sorry,sorry I just remember something." Soohyun

"Remember what? Your works?" Sohee

"No, not my work. I just remembered some happy thing." Soohyun

"Happy thing? What is it." Sohee look curious

"Nevermind you will know it soon, my happy thing always include you Sohee." Soohyun said while smiling.

SOHEE POV

Soohyun been staring at me like a creepy guy so I call him and ask why he like that.

He just said he remembered some happy thing and said something that make my heart pounding.

My happy thing always include you Sohee - with his smiling face.

What is this feeling in my chest?

I feel my head hurt.

"Sohee are you okay?" Soohyun

"No Im not, I cant breath,I feel suffocated." Sohee

"Okay Sohee, keep breathing. I will call the ambulance, You just wait here." Soohyun

"No, no. I dont think its that severe. I just need a moment." Sohee

I try calming down,

Breath in

Breath out

Breath in

Breath out

"Okay, Im fine." Sohee

"Are you sure?" Soohyun

"Yes Im pretty sure about that." Sohee

"Im sorry but my manager just sent a message saying Ive need to meet him. Can you stay here alone?" Soohyun

"Can I follow you?" Sohee

Wait, what did I say?

Why I need to follow him.

"I mean if you dont mind having me as your company." Sohee

"No,No, Its alright. I was so worry living you alone. Sooyung unnie will get mad at me if  I leave you alone. Let me inform her. You can dress up while I call your unnie," Soohyun said then leave me.

Why I said that?

Stupid me. But why did I wont to follow him?

I dont really understand myself.

I just want to be by his side.

But I dont know why,I dont have any reason why I acting like this.

AUTHOR POV

Soohyun take Sohee with his car to meet his manager at Mont Cafe.

"Sorry, I tagged myself along." Sohee

"Ive said it many times. Its fine Sohee yah. You are not a burden to me you know that? I know you were bored at your house. Before this you always busy with your schedule so you must feel weird doing nothing at your house right?" Soohyun

"How do you know it?" Sohee said with a squeaky voice. She always has a high tone whenever she excited.

"Because I know you very well, weve been dating more than 4 years Sohee. I know you inside and out." Soohyun

Suddenly the air inside the car feel sad,

"Im sorry, if i make you feel weird Sohee. I just miss you so much. Eventhought we meet each other regularly but its feel different." Soohyun

Soohyun said with a shaky voice, a voice like someone want to cry.

"Before this, I was approach  with a smile and a hug from you. But now your cold face always on my mind. Usually I will sneakily stole a kiss or two from you just to make you angry but now I dont know what to do whenever I saw your angry face. I will always hear you singing a lullaby song for me before I sleep but now I just want to hear you saying my name like before." Soohyun

Soohyun stop the car  and get out from the car to take a breath.

He just cant  take it anymore.

He felt so left out after te accident happen.

Then he felt someone hug him from behind.

"Im so so sorry. I dont know why I cant remember you. Its been almost a year after the accident but I still cant remember you. Im so sorry. Seeing you like this make my heart hurt. Please dont cry. Eventhought I cant remember you but I do not hate you. I feel something when you touch me. I know I feel something but I just deny it because at first it was a weird feeling but after a while the feeling turn into something like I dont know how to describe it but I feel happy whenever you come and visit me. It does not feel the same when Jiyong oppa or other oppa visit me, when Im with you I can be at ease. I know its not my fault when I lose my memory but i feel really sad or even angry when seeing your face look so gloomy after you came to see me. Because you know I still dont remember you." Sohee said while backhug Soohyun

When Soohyun hear what Sohee feels he just cant think anything he grab her and give her a kiss.

A sweet light kiss, nothing forceful because Soohyun afraid that Sohee will mad at him but for his suprise Sohee just accepting the kiss.

TO BE CONTINUE

SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE, BEEN BUSY WITH LIFE