"Hyung , I love you." Finally , Sehun can say those words towards the person that he loves the most in his life.He was glad and nervous as Chanyeol kept quiet , staring at the ground and playing with the hem of his (Rillakuma) hoodie.

     "Sehun-ah , I'm really sorry . But I can't." The pain that Sehun feel in his heart was enough to make his eyes blurry with tears. "But why , hyung? Am I doing something wrong? Am I not good enough , that's it hyung?" He needs the answer immediately before he starts to lose control.

      "No, Sehun. You are perfect . You have everything that I want in the person that I want to spend my life with. But --." He trailed off , unable to tell Sehun the truth . It's all his fault.He knew everything yet he didn't do anything to stop both of them.

"But what?" 

"I love Jongin, Sehun ah. I love him."

      "NOOOOO!!!" Sehun woke up with a jolt from his nightmare, panting in a cold sweat. "Sehun , are you okay? You look quite pale. Do you want hyung to call the doctor , hmm?"  

Sehun looked up to the source of the voice and immediately hug his hyung tightly.Chanyeol was quite startled but he still wrapped his arms around Sehun's neck , patting his back and his hair in a slow motion.

"Hyung , you won't leave me , right ? You would always be with me , right hyung? Please don't leave me alone ." He buried his fa