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7 months earlier ......:

 

jiyong should be sleeping

 

but he could not be allowed sleep

 

with a lot of papers in his hand he went to the refrigerator grabbed a bottle of water and return to finish correcting certain songs,

 

and to try to finish a few more

 

and composing a lot more songs of course

 

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his phone was supposed to be silent

 

or turned off

 

because he never had to hear the call

 

shortly after he was lying in bed happened

 

his phone was never around him when he working

 

things to be inspired and want to finish the work soon as possible maybe

 

whatever it was

 

and above all

 

that call should never have happened

 

but when woke up Chaerin

 

the air did not filled her lungs

 

she was sweating and her pulse seemed to be exceeding speed limits

 

perhaps she was having a heart attack?

 

it felt like this, being near death?

 

she knew her thoughts were ridiculous

 

but she was alone at home,

 

the phone was on the other side of the room

 

and her legs seemed not be able to move

 

she crawled into bed how she could

 

and when reaching the end of the bed she fell with a thud to the floor

 

the little air left in her lungs was gone, leaving her even more queasy

 

she did not know even how she managed to get up and get to the corner of the room,

 

but Chaerin had just enough time to dial his number, before she fainted

 

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He looked back at the screen

 

hunchae was written on it

 

as if it were a joke

 

it had been unable pass anything wrong, right?

 

but at the same time….

 

why she would call at this hour?

 

- Chae?

 

It was then that he heard the sound

 

something had fallen?

 

perhaps….

 

- Chae ?? chae !! chae rin! lee chae rin yah !!

 

he heard a moan and a quick breaths

 

- Oppa ... no .... I can not breathe….

 

- Chae I'm leaving the apartment okay?

 

- Oppa ....

 

- elevator

 

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he did not even tried to ring the bell

 

He introduced the code and entered the apartment

 

Chaerin was in a corner of the room

 

soaked in tears and sweat

 

angry she sobbed, unable to stand on  herself

 

- hunchae

 

when jiyong knelt beside her and pulled her to him

 

Chaerin began to mourn stronger

 

- Chae I think you have a slight fever ....

 

when she gradually stopped mourn although she was still trembling

 

- I am going to fill the tub, okay?

 

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He could not leave her alone so he removed her sweatshirt to leave her only in underwear

 

and he also took off his clothes and when he was not wearing more than the boxer she slipped with her in the bathtub of the bathroom

 

After a moment, Chaerin seemed to starting torelax

 

so jiyong try to bring out explanations of why her status but she did not respond

 

- Chae Tell me

 

- A girl was waiting outside ... she was ..... she was a fan of minzy she said horrible things ...., she cornered me saying that i should have left the group, that i have to disappear, oppa... I could not have been worse leader

 

jiyong hugged her again, to reassure her

 

- that's not true chae.... please breath

but again his tension had gone up and it seemed that the air was gone

 

jiyong placed her on his lap as she talked and he her hair

 

in a wrong move

 

both faces were centimeters from each other

 

and in an act not expected by Chaerin

 

he kissed her

 

Only a soft touch of his lips, but it was pure ecstasy for her

 

Chaerin wrapped his neck with her arms as she approached him and kissed him hard this time

 

- Chae .... chae ...

 

- Please oppa ... please

 

her face was wet for the water but he could find out the soft tears falling from her eyes

 

he turned her to sit her on his lap facing him

 

Chaerin groaned when she noticed how the little jiyong was growing under her

 

he took her out of the bath and placed her on the floor

 

he finished undressing her and then dry her with great delicacy

 

then his mouth was who repeated the route that the sheet was created

 

her neck

 

her collarbone

 

her s ... ..

 

hours after the two were fast asleep in each other's arms

 

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Chaerin first awoke to find that the two were under the covers

 

she wrote a quick note saying that they will talk about it that night if he wanted to and that she should to go to the studio

 

She prepared breakfast and walked out the door

 

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that night, jiyong returned to her apartment

 

they did not speak

 

they kissed and repeated last night

 

and so the whole thing was repeated every night

 

for nearly 8 months

 

until he broke the routine that weekend

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