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Oh Eun Bi's POV

Sehun pulled my nape roughly and crashed his lips against mine harshly while his other hand was finding its way to grip me tightly on my waist.

It was all happened so fast till I couldn't react at all.

When i realized that he is attacking my lips with hungry kisses, i quickly resisted but it seemed to not work at all.

I could felt the alcohol from his lips inbetween the kisses as i concluded that he was totally drunk, as usual. 

"Sehun, stop it" i muffled while pushing him as strong as i could but his strength was somehow even increase as i tried to resist.

He pulled my waist nearer toward him and continue kissing me passionately.

I hitted him on his chest multiple times with a full power then tried to step backwards in order to escape but he seemed to be annoyed by my action, causing him to groan and finally stopped.

My lungs were craving for oxygen therefore, i quickly exhaled the air as much as i can then stared at him fiercely.

"Oh Sehun! You're drunk! Please stop this alredy! I'm----"  

Bruk! 

The next thing happened, he pushed me backwards till i lost my balance and ended up falling on the bed.

My back contacted with the soft bed in a second and Sehun unexpectedly went over me.

He once again pressed his lips against mine like what he just did before, causing me resist as strong as i could.

But his both hands got my wrists and pinned it against the bed, next to my head level.

Sehun went downward to my jawline and showered it with kisses down to my exposed neck. 

He started to nibble and bite, leaving those bitemark over my neck as a escaped from my mouth.

"Oh Sehun! Stop it please" i begged again and again instead of resisting. 

Sehun pressed his body against mine and trapped me between his both legs, capturing me like i was the most precious thing he has received.

I've been out of energy to push him away cause his grip just got stronger and stronger, causing me to surrender and wait for him to stop.

Sehun began to trail up my neck while kissing it tenderly, finding its way to my lips and started to capture it softly, not  as hungry as he did earlier.

And finally that time has come, Sehun stopped suddenly and his grip slowly loosening around my wrists.

He moved his lips away from mine before burried his face over my neck and then fall into a deep slumber.

I sighed in relief while staring at the ceiling blanky, realizing how am i going to continue my life if i have to experience this everyday.

Living with a special guy name Oh Sehun isn't as easy as I expected.

It was really really tough till an idea to divorce with him sometimes popped in my mind.

No, I can't give up now. I have to do this for them.

My step mom and dad were the one who put me into this arrange marriage which me and Sehun both didn't agree at all.

But i've been feeling indebted to my parents since they always took care of me since i was in elementary.

They adopted me and look after me with full of love, making me grown up as a bright and cheerful young lady.

Not until they begged me to marry a guy name Oh Sehun only for the sake of the company. 

They gave me an option to disagree but I don't know why i nodded my head at that time.

I was thinking, this might be the way for me to make my parents happy and proud of me by agreeing this arrange marriage.

I need to pay off what has they done to me.

That was the only sentence that exists in my mind without thinking any further what will my life be.

And as the result, my future is now full of darkness.

Marriage isn't as beautiful as i thought and see.

This is the unhappiest marriage ever.

Oh Sehun might be good-looking, charismatic, attractive, rich, smart and cool.

But the reality is the total opposite.

I never expected that Sehun is such a  really bad and unmannered guy. His life is full of bad habits and that somehow make me think to change him.

But Sehun hates me.

Sehun hates me for coming to his life.

He never cares about me as a wife, bestfriend, or even college friends.

He always treat me in a bad ways and blurting harsh and inappropriate words to me.

But I'm not going to quit now.

Nothing is impossible for me to change him.

Eventhough he always hurts me with lots of bad ways, i will pay it off with love.

Cause Sehun needs to know what true love is.

I pushed him gently and positioned him appropriately on the bed.

After that, I put the pillow under his head, not forgetting to take off his tie and his socks first.

I pulled the blanket until his chest level and turned off the lamp before going out from his room and sleep at my own room. 

---->>>

"Morning" i flashed him a smile while stirring the chicken soup and as expected, he never greet me back.

Instead, he sat on the chair while massaging his temple in pain due to alcohol effect.

"Urghhh!!!" he groaned with a closed eyes where i could see that he's enduring the pain right now.

"Here... Eat some soup, hope you'll get better" i placed a bowl of chicken soup that i've made in front of him.

Didn't bother to glance at me, he immediately grabbed the spoon and shoved the soup right into his mouth.

After finishing it, he quickly slung his backpack onto his shoulder and stood up, ready to leave the dining room.

"Sehun-ssi! Changkaman ( wait )" i stopped him and approached him with a lunch box in my hand.

"Since you only have a soup for your breakfast, here, bring this with you" i handed him a box of sandwiches.

Instead of accepting the offer, he just rolled his eyes at me and walked away, leaving me behind.

I ran toward him quickly and grabbed his wrist firmly, not wanting him to pass the exit door with an empty hand.

"Oh Sehun! You can't skip your breakfast! You might get sick!"

"Ughh! Why do you even care at me huh? I'm not a child anymore! I can buy my own breakfast okay? So go away! I don't need your attention!" He exclaimed with a fierce look.

"But you'll get late if you stop by the cafe first, Sehun-ssi!" I once again handed him the lunch box but unexpectedly, he shoved my hands harshly, nudging the box away.

The sandwiches ended up scattered around the floor and i could just stared at him with full of disappointment.

"Can you just shut up?! My head is hurt already and it's gotten more worse by hearing you nagging at me! Stop acting like you are care for me! I'm sick of your words! It's all bull!" With that, Sehun went out from the house, leaving me who was standing there, dumbfounded by the scene that has just happened.

I inhaled the air, trying to be patient as always.

Tears won't came out from my eyes, i'm tired of crying already cause i've been spending my first week living with him full of weep and sob.

I slowly bent down, and clean these mess with patience still enveloping me.

------>>> Fast Forward---->>>>>

"Sehun is in the hospital, he crashed a huge tree while he was driving the car. Me and his dad are now abroad so please take care of him well, Eun Bi-ssi.. Please.. I beg you"

I ran in a rush toward the door and quickly turned the cold doorknob.

I barged in without knocking it first, and then walked over him with worriednes drew over my entire face.

There he was, leaning his back to the hospital bed headboard with his phone on his hand.

"Oh Sehun, gwenchana? ( are you okay?)" i asked him with an unstable breath. 

"What are you doing here" he asked with a cold tone as usual.

"Visiting you" 

i narrowed my eyes at his head that were wrapped by 3 cm long white bandage, as well as his lower arm that was covered by a black padded arm sling.

 

"Stop staring at me with those pathetic look" he protested while rolling his eyes at me.

"H-how c-can this happened?" I asked him worriedly.

"It's just a car accident okay? Do not overacting" 

"Tell me the whole story" 

"I just lost my concentration because of the ing headache, that's all" He answered simply.

"What else are you waiting for? Go away!" He shooed me away.

"No! I'm not leaving, i'm staying here! You need someone to take care of you, Oh Sehun!" I dragged a chair beside his bed and sat on it.

"I don't need you! Go away!" He yelled at me. 

"You're going to regret this, Sehun-ssi"

"No I won't! Just go away from here!"

"Fine! I'll go away! Only in one condition, give me 15 minutes only to feed you okay? You haven't eaten anything yet from the morning"

I put two plastic bags that i've been holding for a long time on the top of the table, near his bed.

He suddenly didn't say a thing and obeyed my word unexpectedly.

"Ahh.. Open your mouth" i fed him with a spoonful of rice and beef.

He opened his mouth as i commanded because i know, inside he is really starving and craving for food.

15 minutes has passed as he also finished his meal without anything left behind.

I took out a tissue from my bag and clean his mouth gently that covered by the oil.

After that, i stood up and stared at his  eyes for a while, not yet ready to leave him alone in this room.

"I bought you plenty of mineral water in case if you're thirsty and I've prepared a lot of fruits for your desserts"

"If you need anything from me..."

I took his phone from his grip and then type my number there, since he haven't own my number yet.

"Just call me" i handed him back his phone.

"Alright, i'm leaving" i sighed and walked away.

But before i could even do that, Sehun grabbed my wrist firmly, preventing me from going anywhere.

"No, stay" 

I slowly sit myself down to the chair and examine his perfect face.

Sehun was a very good looking person, his physical appearance might be a boyfriend goals but sad to know, his behavior wasn't a goal at all.

Heaving a deep sigh, once again I encouraged myself to take care of him till he fully recover instead of leaving him standing in a sorrow alone.

I came all the way here to look after him. There's no way to turn back cause i've chosen this option already. I won't let those killer death glare broke down the eagerness inside me.

I'm going to love him with all my heart no matter what happens.

--->> 

"What did the doctor said?" Sehun asked me after i closed the door.

"He said your arms need a long process to recover. It will take perhaps about three or two weeks"

"So it means, I couldn't do my daily routine like usual?" He asked with an upset tone.

"M'mm.. But it's alright, Sehun. I'm willing to be your right arm if you need me. I will always be by your side." I flashed him a comforting smile and he just replied me by sighing full of disappointment.

"Go get some sleep" i said while pulling up his blanket to his chest level.

"I can't sleep" he answered shortly.

"Why?"

"I can't find any bolster here" he mumbled.

..

..

..

"Can i sleep while hugging you?" He added out of the blue, making my heart skipped a beat.

My body frozed, my mouth shut and my eyes blinked for a few times, still thinking what to respond. 

What on earth has happened? Sehun the cold guy has just freaking requested to hug me?!

"W-what d-did y-you j-just say?" I stammered, losing my cool in front of him.

"Come here lay down with me" he stared at me softly where I couldn't find any intimidating and fierce look in his eyes like usual.

"Can we? I-i mean can i?"

"Of course. We're a married couple remember?" He said in a relax tone and a straight face.

"A-ah y-yeah you're right" i nodded my head while let out an awkward laugh.

He moved a bit to the side then tapped the space beside him, signaling me to lay down.

I take off my flip floop sandal and laid myself beside him slowly, afraid of hurting him.

I bit my lips in nervousness while looking up to the ceiling, didn't dare myself to face him directly.

My heart pounded a lot till I couldn't barely breathe normally, causing me to gulp my saliva in nervousness while thinking what might happen next.

All i could do now is just inhaling and exhaling the air as much as i can, trying to make myself calm down. 

"I never knew that my wife is this gorgeous" Sehun's compliment instantly made thousands of butterflies erupted through my stomach.

I glanced at him for a second and surprisingly found his face beside me, facing me, not the ceiling.

Dugeun dugeun dugeun 

Oh Sehun stop staring at me please! It's killing me inside!!

"Can i hug you now?" Sehun asked innocently.

"H-huh?" Before i could even react, i felt his strong arm wrapped around my waist tightly.

His touch instantly sent shiver down through my spine and i got goosebumps everywhere since it was our first skinship ever.

"Eun Bi-ssi, am I making you uncomfortable right now?"

"A-aniyo.. (No)" i shooked my head.

"But you keep on facing the ceiling the whole time. Are you afraid of me? Are you feeling uncomfortable right now? Are you--"

I cutted him off by shifting my sleeping position to face him.

"Stop saying that, i hate it" i mumbled followed by a sigh.

"You have such a lovely eyes" Sehun examined my face again, making me felt more nervous so i looked away in ordee to avoid his gazes.

My heart can't stop pounding and racing and i don't know why I couldn't stop it from doing so.

"You should get some rest right now, Oh Sehun" i cooed.

"Yeah i know, but i somehow couldn't sleep and i wonder why. Maybe because hospital is forever my number one enemy"

"What do you mean?"

He then sighed before parted his lips and began to tell a story.

"My mom passed away due to a surgical failure when i was five. I cried alone letting out all of my sorrows in front of the surgery room, waiting for my dad to come and comforted me. But that moment never come. My dad was too busy focusing to his work even to visit his wife or ask me whether i'm okay or not. I spent my day full of tears and sobs alone, having no one beside me as a friend or family. 

A month has come and finally my dad get to come back home but it was so very surprising to find an unfamiliar female figure standing by his side. My heart broke into pieces when i heard  him say that she will be my new mother. 

Since that day, i live in darkness, being an introvert and grown up without receiving any love from my parents. I became a bad guy and did everything stupid, since I don't have any goals to do in my life. I have been growing up hating girls because i never received any love from my mom. 

My mom died, leaving me when i wasn't ready to lose her. My step mom, i hate her a lot because i felt no one can get to replace my mom in my heart, she's the one who suggest that arrange marriage with you and that's why the hatred inside me is getting bigger and bigger toward her and it somehow affected my first impression about girls, about you. 

I kept hating you since our first meeting but you  never paid me back with hatred. Your action toward always made me bewildered and wonder how could a girl like you can survive living with a demon like me. Everyday i'm getting even confused by your attention toward me. I kept pushing you away but you kept coming in. And finally this day came, you're willing to visit me here and take of me well. You successfully making me tired of pushing you away, Kim Eun Bi" and then he stopped.

The next thing i knew, i wiped away a drop of tear which he blinked while he was recalling those pathetic moments with my thumb gently and flashed him a comforting smile.

"You did the right thing, Oh Sehun. I promise i won't let you down" i stared at him with a soft gaze while slowly began to his bangs gently, making his eyes flutter shut.

I put my hand back to my side and stared at his sleeping face which was full of peace.

"Why do you stop?" He mumbled while opening back his eyes.

Didn't understand what he means, he pulled my wrist and put it on the back of his head.

"Do it again" 

"Arrasseo" i nodded my head, followed by a smile then gently d his hair like what i did before.

His heavy eyes began to fully close and his lips curved up, forming into a small smile.

"Sleep tight, Sehun" i muttered while slowly joining him into a deep slumber.

And since that moment, Sehun never shoo me away from him.

He let me stay by his side and let me help him when he is struggling with a lot of thing.

Sehun not only letting me stay beside him, but he slowly letting me come into his heart.

I slowly broke the wall that he's been building it for a long time and change him into a different person.

Sehun isn't as cold as i know anymore.

He's now a warm hearted person that knows what is the meaning of love.

He understands how to say sorry and how to say thankyou.

He knows how to love someone and he knows what is the feeling of being loved by someone.

As the times went by, destiny let us complete each other and support each other in every situation.

My love towards him has gotten bigger and bigger from time to time, as he also feel the same.

No more hatred and hostility in our marriage.

Two weeks has passed, Sehun has finally recovered and manage to do things by his own.

I always took care of him well while he was ill and being his right arm that was injured.

I always sleep beside him while holding his hand.

I always cook and feed him his favorite food.

I always help him to do his routines everyday sincerely with all my heart.

And Sehun slowly realized that i'm not the right person to be hated.

So, this is us now.

"Eun Bi-ah, feed me please.. My arm's still hurt" he whined like a child while staring at me with a pleading eyes.

Me, who was sitting across him could just chukled because of his expression.

"Jinjja? Earlier you manage to drag the chair backwards right? After all, doctor said that your arm is now okay" i giggled, seeing his sudden change of expression.

It was like 'Oh no! She knows that it was a lie'

"Uhh whatever, i'm just too lazy to eat by myself okay?" His lower lip went out, forming into a pout which was my weakness.

"Alright.. Alright" i walked toward him and was about to sit on the chair beside but he suddenly grabbed my wrist, pulling me downwards and i ended up sitting on his lap.

He then wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly, not forgetting to burry his face on my neck, inhaling my scent and sometimes planting a gentle kiss on it.

"So it's only your excuse to cuddle" i chuckled while replying his gesture with wrapping my arms around his neck and combed his hair gently.

We both stayed quiet and enjoy our moments together while hugging each other for a few minutes since Sehun became so clingy these past days, and i always let him cuddle with me every morning.

"Why do you have to smell this good" he mumbled while tightening his hug.

"Eun Bi-ah" he then raised his head and stared at me.

"Hmm?"

"Can i say something?"

"Go ahead" i nodded my head.

"Thankyou for everything"

"Thankyou for taking care of me well eventhough I always treated you in a bad ways. Thankyou for never leaving me alone. Thankyou for being patient and strong all these time. I also wanted to say sorry to keep on saying harsh words toward you. I'm sorry for never respecting you as a wife. I'm sorry for never obeying your words. I feel the most stupid person ever for hating you since the first day we met. I'm sorry for making this as the unhappiest marriage you experienced. I'm sorry for being a worse husband. You actually deserve someone better than me but you never committed a divorce. Instead, you always paid off the hatred with love and sincerity. Thankyou for teaching me what true love is. I felt so thankful to God for sending you as the best gift ever in my life. I don't know what my life would be if you aren't here beside me. I couldn't be feel greatful than this, once again... I wanna say thankyou.. Please give me a chance to be a better husband" he said genuinely while staring at me.

I could felt my eyes slowly producing a tear and it then streamed down to my cheek, feeling overwhelmed by happiness by what he just said to me. 

I was so speechless and didn't know what to say and what to react.

He smiled before pulling my nape closer toward him and gently pressed his lips against mine.

It might be a simple kiss but it was a kiss that was sweet and full of love.

I bursted into tears when he kissed me suddenly cause i wasn't expecting it to come.

Our first kiss together.

"I love you" he stared deeply into my eyes.

"I love you too" i smiled at him again.

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It's all what i've got for the first one shot i've ever made. The next will be v's one shot  (bts) .Please vote and and don't ever be shy to leave a comment, i'll reply as soon as possible and I'll appreciate it so much :)