That one spring’s end.

                                                                                  “To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven”                                 

Chapter 7:

“Hayi, please take care of him and call the boys, I’ll be back” Hanbin said as Hayi nodded

“Sure” she answered as Hanbin ran after Byul

Byul stood outside the garden of the hospital as she looked over to the sea

“Im TaeByul pabo” she muttered as she wiped away her tears

“” she mumbled as she breathed

“I hate you Kim Jiwon…and even if I didn’t before, I do now” she said, her tears continuing to flow

“God damn you Kim Jiwon, jerk” she cried when Hanbin came and stood next to her

“~Da da da da dana da dana, da dana, wae ireollkanan oneultara~” Hanbin sang as Byul looked at him crying

“Uljima” he said putting his hands into his pockets as Byul continued looking at him

“How much longer are you planning to cry for him?” Hanbin asked continuing to look over to the sea

“Neh?” Byul asked with a shaky voice

“How long are you gonna run away and cry like this~” he said sighing as Byul turned away

“I’m not crying” she said, already with a blocked nose

“Yeah, you are singing” Hanbin said sarcastically as Byul turned around and walked away

“The one that shines in your two eyes, it’s him not me” Hanbin said as Byul turned around and looked at Hanbin who was looking down.

Byu felt her guilt conscience built up inside her. She was responsible for this situation, she was responsible for hurting such an amazing guy like Hanbin, and that made her sad. For some reason, seeing Hanbin sad made her heart ache a little too much.

“Babe” Hanbin called still looking down as Byul walked towards him

“Go after him, you are free” he said as Byul froze on her spot looking at Hanbin

“Khaa!” he said in a shaky voice as Byul looked at Hanbin

“Ha-Hanbin” she muttered as Hanbin turned around and walked away.
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Byul sat on her room, all alone as she looked at her wallpaper – Hanbin and her smiling brightly. She missed him, she always did.

Since that day Hanbin started to avoid Byul for some reason- probably because he wanted her to get close with Bobby. Byul’s phone buzzed as she hurriedly looked at the caller

*Bobby*

“You life ruiner” she muttered tossing away her phone.

Her phone beeped as she looked at the new message

                         “When are you coming to meet me?”

                                                                             - Bobby

The hell should I go meet him.

Byul sighed as she rested her head on the table as Hanbin’s words flashed in her mind

“The one that shines in your two eyes, it’s him not me”

“Odhiya…pabo” she mumbled as she tried to rest.

It had already been five days since the incident and there was nothing from Hanbin’s side yet. Byul grabbed her sweater and phone as she got into a cab and headed towards iKON’s dorm, and dialed Hanbin’s number

*Ring 1*

*Ring 2*

*Ring 3*

*Ring 4*

*The number that you are trying to call is not answering—*

“” she muttered as she called Jinhwan

“Hi there Byul” the eldest answered almost immediately

“Ah oppa, where are you guys?” Byul asked worriedly

“We are with Jiwon in the hospital, why?” Jinhwan asked as Byul sighed

“Is Hanbin there too?” she asked eagerly

“Your boyfriend? He said he wanted to get some writings done and he’d join us soon” Jinhwan answered blankly

“Neh oppa, where could he be then?” Byul asked, not wanting to sound so worried

“I don’t know about that Byul-ah, why don’t you come to the hospital and wait with us, you haven’t even met Bobby since his accident and it seems you two used to know each other” Jinhwan said as Byul sighed

“I’ll be there” she muttered as she hung up the phone.

*Just anything…as long as I see Hanbin*

“Ajhusshi, could you please head to the city hospital instead?” Byul said to the cab driver.

YG PRACTICE ROOM:

Hanbin messed him his hair in frustration as he crumbled the song sheet and tossed it on the floor.

I want her to be happy with Bobby, or with anyone. I’m happy as long as she’s happy…

I say that…but do I really mean it?

Can I really forget her? Can I bear it to see her in another guy’s embrace?

Did our eight months together really mean nothing to her?

But if I continue to be close to her, it’s only gonna make me feel more attached to her and her guilt conscience is just gonna grow up.

Were we really not meant to be Byul?
Can’t we love like you and Jiwon did two years back?

I miss you…

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