It's so hard to see your love aka your bias getting involve on a dating issue or what else that involves love. It's not that I'm not letting them to love someone who they think they make them happy, but you can't blame us your fans not to get hurt. We only love, but we ain't masochist.

I haven't experienced (hopefully not in the near future yet, I am not ready) this but seeing my co-fans getting hurt when their bias is dating their love ones, I sometimes wonder; would I get hurt too if my bias had a dating issue? Of course, but how does it literally feels like? The more I'm curious with the feeling, the more I don't want it to happen. Imagine those scenarios break my heart. Call me delusional, but is it wrong to love my bias more than as an idol?

The feelings we poured for our bias, I believe this is the most/one of the most things we did in our lives that's priceless. We love them even without thinking they'd LOVE or NOTICE us. We bet wherein we don't have assurance nor chance to win from this bet or what. And for me, this is the most I can do for love.