Jimin pov

"do you have to left him?" 
"hyung, i was so mad. maybe i was wrong left him there but i couldn't control myself. don't you think he's so weird? why should he did it? why didn't he being himself since the begining?"
"i thought you heard his reason"
"yeah, but still, why?! it doesn't make sense for me, hyung"
"and maybe after this, he won't fall in love anymore. you make him completely feel fall in love is not a good thing"
"Jin hyung, i know he is your friend, and i'm your friend too"
"he was wrong, Jimin, i know. but i don't think it's a big deal"
"you don't know how it feel, hyung"
"okay.. okay.. i hope you will think about it."

no one will understand this feeling. i'm falling in love with Hoseok which is in the real life he is Yoongi. the complicated thing here is, my feelings toward Hoseok and Yoongi is different. i don't love Yoongi, and i'm falling in love with Hoseok, but they turn out one person. isn't this confusing? this is frustrating me to the death.

Jin hyung, Hoseok hyung, Namjoon hyung, they all know about this and none of them tell me. i should not mad at Yoongi, i should mad at all of them. i might hurt him, but they hurt me.

Yoongi
i know you won't see me anymore, i just wanna say sorry..
i'm sorry..

Tha