Day 1

Hyung, you left us with no warning. My heart hurts so much. I just want you to come back. I will try to write to you every day, alright? We know you can hear us. -Choi Youngjae

Day 2

Our fans are in so much heart break. They don't know why you left and they keep asking us. We don't know either. Hyung, come back please. Yugyeom is crying. -Choi Youngjae

Day 5

Sorry I haven't written in a few days, my schedule has been hectic. Can you believe we have to go on stage only mere days after you left. It is hard. Believe me. -Choi Youngjae

Day 10

Remember the first time you said 'I love you' to me? It was on a cold December night in 2014. You bought me a canned coffee and it just spilled out of your mouth all at once. Hyung, I am crying right now. You always told me to not cry because I would always have you. But now that you left does that mean I can cry? Tell me. -Choi Youngjae.

Day 11

I saw your mom today. She hugged me tightly and didn't let me go. It was honestly so awkward all I could was laugh. The news made it into a rumor already. "Youngjae on to another women soon after his beloved member left his side?" Unbelievable. -Choi Youngjae

Day 34

Hyung, Mark went to America, Jackson went to Hong Kong, and Bambam went to Thailand. It is lonely without you here to tell us what to do. Please come back. -Choi Youngjae.

Day 46

Fans are accusing us of bullying you. That’s why you left. What a load of horse . -Choi Youngjae

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