"We have test you coughing blood sample and the result not show the good news actually" I gulp before stare at the doctor. My heart raised in beats suddenly. I breath, try to clam down my chest.

"What do you mean doctor Park? It's you said before that It's only chest infection" I try to stand her word to me two weeks ago. She also let out slow sigh before looks at me.

"Yes, I told you that, but It's only my presumption before we takes the test result and I really don't expect the result will come out likes that" Her face shows likes she carry the huge burden to tell me that. Its because i'm just so young to knows the truth about something that I don't know but It's keeps growing within me??

"So —, the result actually show what doc?" She raised from her chair before sit on the chair beside me. She freely grab me into her warm and pat my back. When she do this I know It's not a good result.

"I'm sorry Yongmi, I has repeat the test and the result is still the same. Just calm down okay? She keeps pat my back, maybe try to make me calm down. I know she can feel my heartbeat right now.

I hear she let out hard breath "You're suffering with lung cancer and— It's last stage" My eyes glistening with tears when she said that. Whimpered slowly escaped from my lips even though I lock It's, to hold the ttears, but It's keeps failing with sobbing that slowly filling in.

"I'm sorry because I has to tell you this"

"Why!? I don't feel nothing until I coughing blood a months ago. How can I feel Nothing about something that grow in my body!?" I keeps asking with tears while hand tightly grab Doctor Park white coat. My body shaking from holding the tears.

"Majority of people have no symptoms in the early stages of lung cancer and lung cancer symptoms will vary depending on how far advanced the cancer is and its position within the chest. Its will show symptons when the condition is similar to worst" her voice softs declaring it to me. I drop my eyes on her shoukder before my crys filing up the room.

"Why it's me!!?" I'm crying..