I'm sorry guys....for not updating for a millenium....but seriously I am currently thinking of deleting this story.....

Everytime I think of updating just for you guys and thinking about what needs to happen next my mind goes completely blank and I can't stop cringing while backreading.I did such a terrible job at starting the story and everything happened too fast.....and I just really hate everything....

The way I made the characters....the way I started.....every chapter I just don't know what to do about it.I don't wanna delete it but the desire is so strong.....and I also thought it might be better than to oeave everyone hanging but if I wanna restart this then I'd have to have co-authors which I'm already troubling myself with in my other stories....and I feel like I could've done so much better......then I find myself always comparing this to my other works and I just feel like this was a failure..,like a dissapointment....

I couldn't write it the way I meant to....I couldn't convey anything....there was nothing in it at all.....it lacks so much....like it's a complete joke comapred to everything....it's like....it's just a story.....a simole story with a plot and nothing else....I wanted it to have emotions but I can't seem to find it in this...so i'm sorry guys....