"I'm sorry hyung, I messed up it's all my fault"

Kidoh wipes away his tears.

" It's ok, it's fine "

" Hyung what am I going to do? CEO will be mad"

"It's not your fault , we aren't lucky I wasn't lucky last year either"

A-Tom hugs him closer.

" I'm just sad that this is my last chance "

" To prove yourself I know, if you want you can just all this and be a rapper"

" Hyung, I'm not you I have no connections or support and I like the hyung's"

He hugs him one last time before he heads home.

Kidoh gets on the bus .

He puts in his headphones.

(This was really A-Tom's last chance, It's terrible how we have no support . I really worry about the other hyung's are they eating, did they finally get the tv. Will their hard work pay off,I didn't have the strength to go through that )

He closes his eyes.

On his playlist pretty mothaf#cker comes on.

(I failed with this song)

Kidoh sighs remembering the bad memories.

( I really had to get out that was just too embarrassing and a blow)

The bus stops.

Kidoh gets off the bus and heads to his house.

He opens his door.

He turns on the tv to mnet smtm5 is showing .

He sees A-Tom passing.

He smiles.

" A-Tom was there for a second"

He sits on the couch watching the show .

He can't stand to watch it anymore, it's trash anyways.

Kidoh throws the remote.

Watching smtm reminds him of how he was embarrassed by Mino that day .

Kidoh puts his hands through his hair

He tried so long to ignore it.

( I really don't understand how he can go and talk crap like that, does he feel better cause he got out of our company . He had to struggle so, that's just arrogant. Does he not feel bad for his dongsaeng's who have no other option ) 

 

 

a fake friend