Loss Love
Description
After everything that happened to me, I am now inspired to write a story, this may turn out clichè as everyone expected but hey great stories starts with common plot. Some chapter happened in reality but some are not, I may add something unrealistic to make it more interesting or make it more verbatim.
I was inspired to write a story because of a tragedy that was happen to me way back October last year(2015) it was the most beautiful yet most miserable moment of my life. God had made me experience the most epic battle of my existence and thanking him is not enough— because the lesson I learned from my experience is something you will never learn inside a classroom with a professor who measures intelligence based on numbers.
This story is based on true to life story, because this story is my greatest and unforgettable story of how I met him and how did we end up together? Or away from each other?
I have waited for so long to actually write again another story and I hope you subscribe, upvote and keep waiting for my update. Thanuk you all!!
yours truly. <3
Foreword
Finding myself in abyss I no longer sane. Being heartlessly broken by someone you trust made me someone I never expected to be. This world made me cry thousand times now but I still believe in the kindness and honesty of humanity or perhaps I still believe that he didn't meant to hurt me or maybe he still love me or probably I'm a masochist—enjoying the sensation of pain.
It has been 7 months since he left me. Its still the same, nothing has change, well except for the fact that a scar will remain forever in my heart. Shaking my head as reality hit me, I gathered my things and went ahead to my destination. Walking straightly in the hallway, I saw a girl in her 18teens standing in her full white school uniform— a medicine student perhaps.
As I was intently looking at her I noticed her hair is disheveled in mess, her swollen eyes, chapped lips, and shaky hands. Surrounded with sadness, I went up to her closely, sadness become pain, and from that distance I knew pain is her everyday partner in her everyday life. I asked myself: why this girl deserve to be hurt? This girl should be treasured, should be cherished. But she waste her time loving someone she doesn't deserve. Waste her tears to someone who doesn't even care about her. Why this world works like that? This girl in front of me doesn't anymore believe in the capability of humanity nor love. A very cynical view coming from the most optimistic girl I've ever known.
My hand went up to her wet face, caresses her nose and whispered "You're beautiful. You're made by god. You deserve nothing of these. Please be happy"
She looked back at me and smiled "How can I be happy? when all my source of happiness vanished into thin air without me even noticing?" She break down into tears, crying as loud as she can, her voice echoing in the hallway, she repeatedly asked with her hoarse voice "How? How? How?"
She's in mess, she's a girl who is trapped in the madness of wonderland but she still remain strong—broken but strong, as she wiped her swollen eyes, runny nose, and fix her hair, she forcefully smile "I can't anymore remember the last time I really smiled" she muttered under her breath. This girl is beyond broken, she's in abyss— no labyrinth abyss who couldn't find herself back because the darkness is consuming her.
This girl suffered so much in despair. And I hoped that this girl find someone who can love her as a whole, accept her flaws and mistake, and love as hard as she do. because this girl has the most amazing and most captivating smile you will ever see. And that girl is ME.
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