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Hyung…

Wow I cant believe it! I’m missing you like an idiot. It’s all your fault!! Who told you to be so handsome and gorgeous!! So it’s your fault that I’m ed up. *pardon my language* See!! Its all because of you that my language is ed up. Argh!! Again my language! I guess it been a habit since you love to curse. See you’re so handsome but curse freely around me. But guess what I still love you. Wow it's super embarrassing but I can’t bring myself to hate you. You made me like these. You bingu. Palli come home. I am already missing you like hell.

A small bitter sweet smile crossed over the bingu’s face.

I’m happy to hear that. My little Angle missing me like hell. Wow but why like hell ?? Can’t it be heaven? Since when I cursed that much?

The elder wrote at the down by a black pen to match the blue colored writing.

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Hyung! I really hate you !! How dare you just leave me like this! Ah? Me ,dying here while you acting there? Not fair! Hyung you’re! I can’t bring myself to curse you! Seriously why do I love you so much?? Ah?? I still don’t know the answer. Poor me. Do you know why you love me hyung? I should ask you. Anyway I hope your well and fine. ^sending loves^

Seriously dae ur soo cute!! no wonder I felt so energized that day. Could it be the loves you send found me? Kkk.. I am fine and not skipping meal which will make my dae go wild. Well I love you because you’re KANG DAE SUNG.💗 ^sending flying kisses^

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Hyung, the fan meeting was super awesome. Everyone was enjoying it except a little boy. No a little grown y young man. I guess. He was so upset. I asked him why. He told me he misses someone crazy. And I don’t know what to say. Somewhere in my heart told me. Do you think he *the person he miss of course our top* doesn’t miss you? I can guarantee he is dead missing you. Then why not here? That’s how the world works , my little boy. Missing someone to the point going insane but can’t show it out. People are like that. Everyone hope their beloved one will be there for them. But only lucky ones' gets to be there. Others , they don’t break up but get their hope higher . Hope is a word created for it. Hope he will come. See hyung. I hope everyday. Hope can reunite us. No matter how far we are. ^hope and pray^

Guess what, I met a little no tall handsome boy. He was so tall but a kid inside. He was missing his beloved like crazy also. He told me, he will cry everyday or whenever he misses him. Such a poor kid. Right? But I told him Crying won’t solve anything. If your beloved one know you were crying because of him he will sure feel bad. Ho