I was up late that night, my heart was in a fuss and my thoughts were all over the place

It's been three weeks since I saw him.. I just can't anymore

I tapped his called id on my phone, and when I was about to call I stopped myself

"since when did I become the clingy type of girlfriends?, I should understand that he has to work shouldn't i?" I whispered to myself

I turned around in bed for a while, finally.. knowing that I won't be able to sleep I got out of bed. I threw my jacket on a slipped my shoes in, I had no idea where I was going.. all I had was my phone and my headphones, along with my wallet that was already in my jackets pocket.. it was 4:55 am, half an hour before the sun rose in the city am in, I took the stairs down from my apartment leading to the empty road.. I put my headphones on and chose the song that suited my situation the most.. letting my hair loose I kept walking to nowhere, I was too taken away by my thought that I didn't even notice the sun rising my eyes met with this amazing view that made everything that was on my shoulders fade away, I loved watching the sun rise every once in a while.. and I always prayed everything will stop forever The song was on replay, and I kept walking while watching the sky.. until It stopped ,

"hm?" I took my phone out of my pocket wondering if my phone was dead, but a ring shook into my ear

"hello?" I answered

"where are you?" my heart skipped a beat hearing his voice

"decided to take a walk, why?" I asked

"I walked inside tiptoeing thinking you were asleep" he chuckled

I missed that.

"huh, I wish"

"you didn't get any sleep?" he sounded concerned

"nah" I answered while turning to walk back to my apartment

"since when have you been walking"

"I don’t know, five-ish?"

"baby" his voice became deep

"yeah?" I gulped

"Is something