We were the best of friends.

Taking pictures of our ugly faces and sending it to each other. 

Having a drama marathon in which Taeyong wasted a lot of boxes of tissues because of his endless crying.

Playing video games while Taeyong kept whining and complaining that I always cheat, but in reality, he just at playing. 

Having sleep-overs in our house, which would always end up into pillow fights, wrestling, and sometimes cuddling.

Everything suddenly changed when he got popular in school. He started ignoring me, I tried to talk to him and ask him what’s wrong but he just shoved me away. He started bullying me, telling me that I’m worthless, and that nobody likes me. 

Everything happened so fast. It feels like he forgot all of the things we had done, all of the happy moments we shared. But I didn't give up on him, I still love him with all my heart. 

I knew he would change someday. He would come back to me. And we would start all over again.  

I feel so alone. I feel betrayed. My world crumbles down every time I see him smile and happy with his new life. Taeyong was always the one who protected me, but now he’s the one who kept hurting me inside and out.