He is like my entire universe. He is my everything. He never know me, but I know him. I know him so much 'till my brain was about to burst. Im such a ghost in his beautiful eyes. He could do anything which so hard for me. His glasses made him so perfect. Even he is a nerd, he looks like genius cool young man in front of my filthy eyes. He usually do many boring things, but... Why is it look like he has a colorful life? 

Stalking him is enough for me. Hearing his sweet voice is my happiness. Gazing at his handsome smile is fondness.

But god took my entire universe away, god took my everything. Why? Why?

Why was my everything taken by god, when he just barely know about my existence?