The moment he woke up is a bed that wasn't his with a massive headache , Hoseok knew he was screwed and prone to public humiliation . He remembered what took place the night before and he he honestly thought it would have been better if he had no recognition of what happened .

He considered himself a person with a bright personality : cheerful , loud and friendly . Admittedly, he too had his down in the dump days when stress was catching up with him but it was nothing big enough to not pass after a good sleep so , with this knowledge about himself, he never expected to turn from the big lump of sunshine into this giant miserable mess . He thought he could overcome all the hardships life threw at him with a big smile and a positive attitude but that is until his ex boyfriend broke up with him in a way that made his self confidence disappear completely .

Wonshik had been his boyfriend for two years . They met at the dance academy and they hit it off instantly . Although the other's personality wasn't as extroverted as his they still had their fair share of common likes such as rap, street dance and bad action movies . In their two years long relationship they never argued and maybe that was what crushed him even more when it all came crashing and burning at his feet.

He didn't suspect a thing the moment Wonshik started favoring Taekwoon over him . He never knew how the two of them met since Wonshik never bothered to tell him that . All that he knew was that the slightly older male was even more silent that Wonshik and he was beautiful, so beautiful with his feline features that Hoseok couldn't help but feel self conscious every time Taekwoon was sitting with him and Wonshik .

He may have started to be a little suspicious when Wonshik turned cold and tense but he didn't say a thing . After all , Wonshik couldn't cheat on him . Even if fell out of love with him, which Hoseok couldn't condemn every time he remembered how Takewoon was so much more that he himself was, Wonshik would act as a real man. Wonshik would stop the things.

Useless to say, Wonshik didn't act like a real man . It was Hoseok who discovered his affair . One day he went to pick his boyfriend after classes only to witness him saying a sweet " You know I love you Taekwoonie ".  He didn't say a thing at that moment. Even if he was beyond hurt he wasn't that kind of guy who created a scene . He confronted Wonshik afterwards . Not once did he blamed the other for loving Taekwoon. He did, though, tell him how much the fact that he cheated hurt . He was civil and understanding even though his heart was torn apart and there were rivers of tears falling down his cheeks so it only hurt more when Wonshik told him the only reason he fell out of love with him was because he was too loud and too annoying ... that he was fed up with his sunshine attitude. 

Hoseok couldn't help but take his words to heart . He started blaming himself and soon his laugh was no longer present and his smile was barely a shadow . No matter how many times his best friends , Taehyung and Jimin , told him that Wonshik was a douche for blaming the break up on him since he was nothing but a dirty cheater , Hoseok couldn't find it in himself to get his things together .

It was was because of this exact reason that he found himself in a bar , nursing more drinks that he should have given his close to zero alcohol tolerance.

" You are Hoseok, right ? " the guy next to him asked  getting his attention.

He knew that guy . Mint hair and soft features, Min Yoongi was deceiving . The two of them shared one or two classes together so Hoseok picked up a few thing about him. Despite his out of this worlds beauty, Yoongi was harsh with his words. His criticism was cutting trough flesh and bone and his sharp tongue was said to be able to make you cry in less than a minute . Hoseok knew the other wasn't that kind of social butterfly. Quite the contrary, he only talked with Namjoon and the later's boyfriend , Seokjin, so he didn't understand why in the world would such a man approach him .

   " Yes. If I wronged you in any way, I am sorry. I didn't mean it . " he said .

After all, with his optimism gone , he couldn't fathom any good outcome out of this meeting .

" What ? No . I just saw you here all alone and I though I could  ... you know ... get you a drink and keep you company . "

 Hoseok didn't expected that . Was the other hitting on him in some way ? He found it impossible . Min Yoongi was, of course, someone way out of his league.

As the night progressed so did Hoseok's level of being drunk  and, all of a sudden Yonngi's hand was emitting a certain warmth perched on his tigh and his words were too inviting because they made him feel special. Even if it was just for one nigh, even if all was just for the , Hoseok really did want to let it all go .

Of course, being the emotional drunk he was , Hoseok ended up telling Yoongi all about his tragic romance while sobbing loudly. He told him how insecure he felt, how he doubted every smile he received from his friends.

And this is how he got himself in the present situation: in the other's bed with a hangover and a high sense of shame .

" Oh, you are awake ? " a slightly raspy voice said and he looked up only to be met with Yoongi's eyes making him feel even more ashamed .

" I am sorry . I kept telling you about my ex and ... this is clearly something I shouldn't have done . I embarrassed myself so badly and I am terribly sorry . "

" It's okay, don't worry . I don't mind, Actually I didn't know that guy was such a piece of trash . It's good you have ended it with him . "  the other said and it make him feel at ease how he phrased it in such a way that it omitted how much at fault Hoseok was in that situation .

" He is not that bad . I mean ... what he said . He was right ... and I don't blame him for falling in love with Taekwoon since he is so ... everything I am not . " he said and he didn't know how made him be so honest with the other .

" Hey, look at me. You have nothing to blame yourself for . Not only was he a cheater but he also wasn't man enough to admit what he did wrong and blame it on you . Don't cry over such a piece of trash. He is not worth the headache . Now come, let's get something to eat ."

Hoseok didn't think it was customary to go out eating with your one night stand but he reasoned with himself that it wasn't the usual situation and followed the other .

He thought it would be awkward to stay with the other since they were basically strangers and he felt himself empty on conversation ideas, but  he got himself proven wrong. Yoongi started telling him about this book he got from Namjoon and started reading recently . It wasn't his usual kind of book but it was quite entertaining and he enjoyed it , not that he would ever mention this to Namjoon since it will only boast his ego.

They talked about little this and thats for an hour or so and then they parted ways with a small " See you tomorrow at college " although Hoseok was convinced the other would never seek him out .

" So .... we heard you got laid with the Min Yoongi . " Jimin said excited the next day when they met each other in the cafeteria for lunch break. 

" I ...what ? No. Who told you that ? " he asked shell shocked about how fast the news traveled .

" Well, Jungkook went out drinking with Namjoon on Saturday. You know how they are good friends since they did that group work they did together . Anyway, of course Namjoon being himself also dragged Yoongi along. Sometimes during the nigh , Yoongi excused himself and , next thing they know, you two went out of the club together . " 

" Actually it's nothing like that . I mean it should have been .... but I made a fool out of myself and told him all about my sad love story with Wonshik. You know he is a really good guy. Next day he ... didn't made me feel awkward. He was comforting and he even treated me with breakfast at this nice bakery . " he said with a fond smile he didn't even know he was sporting making Jimin and Taehyung smile in return .

" Oh , speaking about the wolf ." Taehyung said quietly and he turned around only to be met with Yoongi approaching their table .

" Hey .... Namjoon and Jin are faces somewhere around and I ...didn't know anyone else so ... can I sit here  ? "  Yoongi said and Hoseok was shocked by how awkward he was acting .

That was the first of the many times the two of them started going out together. At first, it was Yoongi who sought him but, with each successful meeting Hoseok gained confidence and ended up seeking the other. He hadn't realized how, day by day, he smile grew wider and his laugh louder. He hadn't but anyone else did and they were glad . Yoongi was unlike Hoseok in many ways but they were similar in the ones that actually counted . They were both awkward but still warm and when they were together it was like they were the only persons in the entire universe . Yoongi was captured by the sparkle in the other's eyes and with the animated way in which he told him about the things that caught his attention while Hoseok found himself growing attached to every thought that left Yoongi's lips .

" Hey , what's this  ? ' Hoseok asked picking up the folded sheet of paper that fell out of Yoongi's backpack.

" What ? No. Don't look at it ! Give it back ! " the other said frantically but it was too late:  Hoseok already unfolded the piece of paper and was avidly reading the words written there .

" Love song for my angel ?  I didn't know you were this cheesy . Now, tell me who is the lucky one ? " Hoseok asked trying to not let his sadness show . it upset him, to know the other was in love with someone when he fell for him . It hurt .

" It's you .... so , please, can you not tease me about it . "

" Me ? What ? Why ? " he asked hopeful but still hesitant . It couldn't be . There was no way in this world Yoongi reciprocated his feelings.

" How could it not be you ? It was you all along. I was contented to watch you from afar and see you laughing but that er just had to ruin everything and make you cry ... and your smiles were gone and it hurt me to see you that way ...because you are you and I just want to see you happy .... and when i saw you in that bar I knew I had to do something because you were so sad and I could never let you be in pain because I love you and ...now I am just rambling and please stop me or something because I am becoming embarrassing and and" Yoongi wasn't expecting Hoseok to stop him with a kiss but , in the end, who was he to complain ?