Why can't we be like that. Wish we could be like that. Cause I'm yours

"You look happy min" Ryeowook said while watching his colleague eating his lunch while humming some random songs

"Who won't be happy if your boyfriend sent you a bucket of flowers you like early in the morning" Shindong teased

"Really? That misterious boyfriend of yours min? No wonder..." Ryeowook teased Sungmin while the latter only get blushed looking down on his food while munching it slowly

"I want to see your boyfriend's face, why do you hide it from us? Is he ugly? It's ok min we won't judge you" Ryeowook patted Sungmin's shoulder

"I wonder too... you don't even save his photo on your phone sometimes I wonder if he's real or not but yeah to see your happy mood like this he sure is real" Shindong added

"Tell us honestly, how does he look like? Is he looks like Jongwoon?" Ryeowook beamed when he mentioned his boyfriend's name, Sungmin shook his head "is he handsome?" 

"Very" Sungmin said which brought laughter from his colleagues

"Really? Is he more handsome than..... Our ceo Cho Kyuhyun?" Ryeowook suddenly inspired when he saw his boss passed by the company's cafeteria where Ryeowook and his friends were eating at. Sungmin choked when he saw Kyuhyun passed by "woa... Early in the morning already together with his wife, indeed they are perfect couple, he is 27 years old, success, handsome, has a pretty and smart wife, I can't find his flaw at all but anyway he's not my type, he's too cold, right min?" RYeowook turned back to face Sungmin but the latter was busy focusing his eyes on Kyuhyun "min?"

"Ah yes wook? Why? Sungmin tried his best to focus back on his friend although his mind already drifted away

"Why did you look at our boss like that? Does your boyfriend looks like him?" Ryeowook asked and it took few seconds for Sungmin to finally answered

"Yes... He does"

Sungmin took a deep breath before knocking on his boss room and opened the door. He stood awkwardly when he saw his boss was with his wife 

"Do you need anything?" Kyuhyun's wife asked After an awkward silent felt in the room

"Ah... We need to go for the meeting soon Mr. Cho" without saying anything Kyuhyun stood up from his chair and approached Sungmin

"Oh don't forget to bring all the files Mr. Lee" Kyuhyun wife said before Sungmin and Kyuhyun walked further, Sungmin ran back to Kyuhyun's desk and took a heavy bag full of files and walked back to Kyuhyun. 

"Is it heavy?" Kyuhyun asked when Sungmin walked slowly beside him "do you want me to help you?"

"Don't be ridiculous what will your employees think of me" Sungmin looked around him and found a lot of people were staring at their ceo's handsome face. Sungmin wanted to scream out loud that Kyuhyun is his but it would be impossible, he wasn't even known as Kyuhyun's best friend, he wasn't his spouse, worse he was just a secret lover of Kyuhyun

Empty corridor finally chased away the awkward atmosphere between Sungmin and Kyuhyun

"Your apartment tonight?" Kyuhyun asked happily

"How about your wife?" Sungmin looked down on the floor suddenly remembered what his colleagues said about Kyuhyun and his wife

"I told you don't talk about her whenever we are together, she's not important" Kyuhyun scolded Sungmin

"Then do I important to you?" Sungmin looked up and found Kyuhyun'S eyes filled with love for him

"You know the answer" Kyuhyun hold his fist tight, he wanted to kiss Sungmin so bad that time, assure him that his love was only for Sungmin but didn't dare to do so because they were in public although there weren't anybody around them that time. Sungmin blushed and nodded, they walked slower but Sungmin still couldn't chased away all the negative thoughts he had back then. Being a secret lover is definitely not an easy thing to do, like now when he wanted to hold Kyuhyun's hand so badly and tell the world that Kyuhyun's heart belongs to him, only for him. Sungmin stopped walking, his heart was hurting too much and he just couldn't take it anymore "min?" Kyuhyun stopped walking and turned back, wanted to hug Sungmin but couldn't

"I'm tired" Sungmin said more like a whisper

"Give me the files, I'll carry it" but Sungmin prevented Kyuhyun's hand from doing so "don't bother about what other people think min, stop listening to them"

"Can I?" Sungmin looked straight into Kyuhyun's eyes "Can I just ignore what they say when I have eyes to see and ears to hear? I've been trying to ignore them, I try my best to smile whenever people talking about how handsome you are and how lucky you are to have a pretty wife? I'm not tired of carrying this files, this is nothing compared what I have to carry everyday in my head. Is it a sin to be gay?" Kyuhyun opened his mouth to say something but Sungmin continued "or is it a sin to love someone who already has a wife? Why I feel so bad everyday? Why can't I live normally like everyone else? Why do I have to hide my own feelings? Why can't I hold your hand like normal couples do? Well... Our relationship itself is not normal, what can I expect from this" Sungmin chuckling to his own words, but tears slowly dropped from his eyes

"I'm sorry" Kyuhyun wanted to step closer but he just couldn't, he wanted to wipe the tears on Sungmin's cheeks but he didn't have courage to do so

"I'm the one who should said sorry... If only I never show up or come into your world we could have a normal life like anyone else, I'm sorry Kyu... Should I... Should I disappear from you?" Sungmin smiled but Kyuhyun could see clearly the pain Sungmin hid under that smile, Kyuhyun clenched his fist, there was no way he would live normally without Sungmin. He took a deep breath, close his eyes and dragged Sungmin to run with him "Kyuhyun where are we going?" Sungmin asked, the files he brought dropped to the floor and his heart was beating fast when he saw a lot of people looking at them wondering why their boss looked so furious. Kyuhyun stopped in the middle of his company building, there were a lot of people around them because it was lunch time

" this, I hate being normal anyway" Kyuhyun turned around and caught Sungmin on his embrace, kissed the latter passionately in front a lot of people. Sungmin pushed away Kyuhyun but he didn't even flinch a bit "listen to me. Don't" Kyuhyun kissed Sungmin on his forehead "ever" on his cheek "leave" on his nose "me" on his eyes "forever" on his lips "understand?" Kyuhyun smiled when he saw Sungmin's face was as red as tomato while nodding cutely "let's go" Kyuhyun drag Sungmin outside

"Where are we going now?" Sungmin said while Kyuhyun passed by the crowds that gather around them when the kiss scene happened 

"Do you think I can hold it anymore after I kissed you like that?" Kyuhyun smirked while Sungmin blushed again after understood what Kyuhyun meant "be ready Cho Sungmin"