49 days before MT's graduation/70 days before West Campus' graduation (April 5,2016)

Finally, I'm home. Today was more sunny, but as soon as I got home, clouds began to cover the sun up. Last night, I had a really weird dream. I ended up getting really sick, and sadly, no one came to visit me. I think it's cause they were busy, but I sat in bed watching TV all day and tried to feed myself. Maybe it's telling me something, or I'm just overthinking. Anyhow, I think I'm still haunted. I ended up deleting some pictures off of my computer to make it more organized, and it wouldn't let me delete his picture. Yes, him. It's already been 3 years. How long do I have to wait till this spirit leaves me? 

*The Hyenas are calling*

Cassie: ITS FRIDAY 

Kathy: YASSSSSSSSS

Victoria: im so fking tired

Rita: me too

Cassie: COME ON ENERGYYYY

Kathy: YAAAAASS

Rita: you guys are too energetic...

Kathy: bruh. 

Cassie: you guys are so dead come on get up

Victoria: i can barely even open my eyes

Rita: what time did you sleep?

Victoria: 8pm

Rita: what time dd you wake up?

Victoria: 6:50AM

Rita: YOU HAD 10 HOURS OF SLEEP

Victoria: lalalallaala.....

Kathy: so i had this great idea. should we go right after graduation and leave at night? or wait a couple of days

Cassie: hm.. well it would be super fun to run away after graduation when we finish dinner with our family.. but i think we should wait a couple of days because of graduation parties hosted from families. 

Rita: true

Victoria: id be at home anyway.. can i come to your graduation party

Kathy: REALLY. 

Victoria: hey i get to celebrate you graduating too

Cassie: she doesnt deserve an invite dont do it

Victoria: WHAT?! 

Rita: LOL I AGREE WITH YOU CASSIE 

Victoria: you guys are so mean i swear ugh

Cassie: says the one that wanted us to sleep in a car and pee in the bush. hello?

Victoria: its called being asian and saving money. 

Cassie: its also called being a hobo and going to l.a to sleep in a car 

Kathy: AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA FIRE 

Victoria: okay okay fine. so are we deciding for after graduation?

Rita: im fine with that 

Kathy: me too

Cassie: yeah for now i guess we can have it at that

Victoria: okay. hey isn't it your birthday soon?

What? My birthday? Oh, right. How did I forget about my birthday? See, I'm so tired and stressed that I don't even remember my own birthday. Congratulations Cassie. You're on the way onto being a psychopath. 

Cassie: yeah

Rita: are you going to do anything?

Cassie: no idea. debating if i want to have an 18th party or not. 

Kathy: dude thats a big number. its to celebrate being an adult. of course you need a party.

Cassie: true. but it feels like im too old to be having birthday parties and adults coming over. 

Kathy: it can just be a bunch of friends and adults eating food 

Cassie: true

Rita: or even better, do a party and at night you can take us to drive. 

Cassie: can you guys sleepover?

Victoria: I CAN 

Rita: of course.. ill have to ask my parents. if they say yes this is the first time im going to be able to sleepover

Kathy: DUDE SAME. let me ask right now. 

Victoria: okay

I wonder how much we've changed from our parent's perspective. Have we matured enough to the point they trust us? How are they able to decide when to trust us or not? I have so many questions about life. Am I still the same person I was 3 years ago? 

Rita: THEY SAID YES BUT ONLY FOR ONE DAY 

Kathy: ME TOO 

Cassie: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD FINALLY AFTER 3 YEARS

Victoria: WHAT?! REALLY?

Kathy: YESS!!!

Victoria: FINALLY!! 

Cassie: we can drive out after the party ends and maybe grab some food then go bowling? or movies. either way we can go to any

Kathy: omg love it

Victoria: DRIVE IN THEATER! 

Rita: ooh i wanna go to that

Kathy: YES. 

Rita: what food should we get before we go? we can go to the store and buy some junk food

Kathy: order pizza?

Cassie: burger king is having a special any size fries for only $2 

Victoria: guys. 

Kathy: dont.

Victoria: i have lettuce in my fridge

Rita: WHO EATS THAT

Victoria: me

Rita: OKAY BRING THAT FOR YOURSELF THEN 

Victoria: WE CAN MAKE BURGERS 

Cassie: WTF? IN THE CAR? 

Victoria: no we can gril it at home and bring it. 

Kathy: ill bring soda 

Victoria: no lets just bring water

Kathy: - facepalms -