Broken Promises:

 

Ilang Years na ang nakalipas and2
Prn ako nag hihintay..

 

 

Nag hihintay sakanya, but finally we are gonne meet up na..

 

 

I still remember yung araw na Binigay niya toh..

 

 

-flash backs-

 

 

"Asan na kaya yun lalakeng yun? Hayyy. As always ang tagal niya pag punta niya d2 lagot siya sakin.. Masisipa---"

 

 

 

"Anditoooo nakooooo!! Wag mo nakong sasaktann!!"

 

 

 

Naputol ung sinabi ko ng biglang my lalakeng sumulpot. Humarap ako sakanya but He was just giving me he's really warm smile that always give me this weird feelings.

 

 

 

 

Yes i like him. To be more specific I love him,but i know he doest feel the same way as i doo.. Bilang kaibgan lng tingin niya sakin.

 

 

 

 

"Missed me?" -__- kapal tlga noh?? XD

 

 

 

"Missed ka dyan! Kapal
Mo tlga. You're late! Punish time!"

 

 

"Wag wag! Masakit ka pa
Nmn mangbatok!!"

 

 

"Ah ganun!"

 

 

"Aray aray! Jk lng jk lng ui! Aray tama na masakit na! Aray!"

 

 

 

Sa sobrang pangaasar niya pinag papalo ko sya sa braso nys

 

 

"Kainis ka kse eh!"

 

 

"Ahaha sorry..umm Pot may kailangan akung sabihin sayu"

 

 

"Ano yun??" Tinignan ko sya ng maayos..

 

 

"Ano kse pots.. Umm..

 

 

"XD nauutal ka pa pats. Ano ba kse yun?"

 

 

"Wag kng magugulat ah? Umm.. Ano kse Satingin ko.. I'm--"

 

 

"Wait. Tama na pats! Alam ko na yun. Dont worry" nginitian ko sya.

 

 

"Ha? Anung alam mo pots?"
Sbi niya habang Namumula at na nauutal. Naiihi ba toh or what? XD but pa niya kailangan sabhin sakin? Haha xD

 

 

"Oo Pats alam kung BAKLA ka! Dont worry secret lng natin!" XD nag thumbs up ako sakanya.

 

 

"Ano ba yan pots! D ako bakla! Lalake ako pots lalake ako!"

 

 

"Haha ano ba kse yun pats? Natatae ka ba? Haha xD" natatawa ko
Na sinabi.. Welp d ko mapigilan sarili koh

 

 

"Ano ba nmn yan Pots! Serious nga pots serious mode!"

 

 

Ala galit na si Balae xD haha"haha sorry ano ba kse yun! May pautol utol pa kseng nalalaman..ano ba kse yu----"

 

 

 

"Gxto kita Pots! Gxto kta!"

 

 

 

Lumaki mata ko Sa sinabi niya... Nanaginip ba ako? Pa sampal nga guys pede??

 

 

"Ui!! Pots! Ui Gcing! Nakatulala ka
Ma dyan eh! Ui! Ano ba yan pots!! Nvm na nga!! Kalimutan mo nlng hahy"

 

 

 

"Pats totoo ba ung sinasabi mo?" Gxto ko lng. Maging cgurado sa mga snabi niya..

 

 

 

"Mukha ba akong nag sisinungaling??"

 

 

 

"pats.. Pa sampal nga"

 

 

 

"Ano  pinag sasabi mo?"

 

 

 

"Sge na pats! Gxto kung makacgurado na d ako nanaginip. Kse bka panaginip lng toh..bka mamaya kse magicing nako.. Totoo ba pats na may gxto karn sakin?"

 

 

 

"Oo nga pots! May gx---" lumaki mata niya habang ngumiti lng ako sakanya.

 

 

 

"Mahal rn kita Pats"sbi ko. Tas Niyakap niya ako  habang ako napatulala sa ginawa nya, pero niyakap ko rn sya syempre xD haha.

 

 

 

Sobrang saya namin and we been dating for almost 3 years..but this past weeks.. Parang may nagbago.. D na sya masyado ngumingiti..

 

 

 

*saa parkk*

 

 

 

 

"Tagal naman nun?" As always late xD haha Sya tung lalake, sya pa
Tung late xD

 

 

 

"Baby!" Lumingon ako sa tumawag sakin at ngumiti sya rn ngumiti.

 

 

 

"Happy 3 years anniversary" sbi ko sakanya. Ngumiti nmn sya sakin tpus hinalikan  sa Nuo ang sweet tlga ng baby ko hehe.

 

 

 

 

"Happy 3 years anniversary rn baby ko. Tara?"

 

 

 

"Saan?"

 

 

 

"Saan pa ba eh d mag dadate" nag sparkle ang mata ko sa snbi niya. Pero sya tinawanan lng ako. >3< ang bad niya -pouts-

 

 

 

It was verry fun being with him. Im so happy tlga ngaun.

 

 

 

Pero bqt ganun khit sobrang saya koh parang may mali? Parang may masamang mangyayari?

 

 

*sa park*

 

 

 

And2 kame ngaun sa usual hanging out namin nag lalakad habang hawak hawak ang aming kamay.

 

 

 

Ng biglang..

 

 

Naramdaman ko na..
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.hinigpitan niya ang pag hawak d2, kaya tinignan ko sya.."baby ok ka
Lng?"

 

 

 

"Baby may sasabihin ako sayu.."

 

 

 

"Ano yun baby??"Hinigpitan nanamn niya yung pag hawak sa kamay ko..

 

 

 

Sabay yakap..

 

 

 

Why do i have a bad feelings about this?

 

 

 

"We're moving to America"

 

 

 

We're moving to america..

We're moving to America..

We're moving to America..

 

 

 

 

Paulit-ulit na sinasabi ng utak
Ko. Sa time na toh nanigas ako..

 

Then tinulak ko syaa..

 

 

"This is a joke right? A-hahaha.. Its a joke right??"

 

 

"Baby i--"

 

 

 

"This is a joke dba??" Gxto ko man isipin na nag sisinungaling sya.. I know na deep inside..

 

 

 

 

 

 

Its not a lie

 

"No..My Parents wants us to
Move dhil sa work nila dun.. Ayaw
Nmn nila iwanan ako.."

 

"I think......
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.This is a sign.."

 

"A sign???"

 

"Yes.. Maybe.. Its a sign na we cant be together.. That..
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We're not meant to be together?"

 

 

"Mich, what are you talking about? Ofcours we are.Bxta hintayin mo lng ako please. Okay? Just wait for me"

 

 

 

"Wait? W-what if habang nandun ka. Ibigay mo ung Pag mamahal
Mo sa iba? Anong gagawin ko?? If I've waited for you for 2 years or more. then i found out that you've forgotten the feelings i have for you. That just means 2 years of wasteful love and wasteful waiting." Sabi ko..

 

 

 

"Satingin mo ba itatapon ko nlng yung 3 years na pinagsamahan natin? After all we've been trough? Satingin mo iiwanan nlng kta bigla bigla?"

 

 

"Yeah but--"

 

 

 

"Kng oo sagot mo then think again. I promise Mich pag bumalik ako ikaw parin ang laman ng puso ko"

 

 

 

"Ok"

 

 

 

"I want you to promise me somthing"

 

 

"Ano yun?"

 

 

"Will you promise to wait for me? And promise me na hnding hindi ka titingin sa iba?? Na ako lng?" I just nodded sa snbi nya."and"

 

 

 

"And?" I look at him, he held my hands and open it, tpus binigyan nya ako ng maliit na box. Tinignan ko sya with confuse look.

 

 

"Open it" sbi niya. I
Opend the box, naiyak ako sa nakita ko.

 

 

 

"Its a ring??" I said looking at him
But he just smiled at me.

 

 

 

"Its a couple ring. I want you to wear that all the time to remind you na" Tumigil sya tpus kinuha ung left hand ko at lumuhod. "Ikaw ang gxto kung pakasalan" nilagay nya ung ring sa ring finger tpus tumayo habang ako na iiyak sa snbi nya but same time naiyyak dhil aalis sya.

 

 

 

"I love you Mich, ikaw lng wla ng iba"

 

 

"I love you to Ryan"

*******ends of flashbacks*******

At ngaun andi2 ako, keeping my promise and waiting for him.

 

 

Though this past 1 and half years na wla sya at nsa ibang bansa..i never look at the other guys.

 

 

Everyday, they keep asking me to give them a second chance. But i refuse. I always think the promise we had..

 

 

I looked at my watch and notice the time. 7:00 pm. "He's late... " its getting late pero ala Prn sya..

 

 

I waited for little bit more at the park, where he promised he come and Kng saan yung araw na binigay niya ring at ung araw na nag promise kme sa isat isa. "RyanxMichelle?" I smiled once again. This ring is really pretty, i really love it.

 

*****Flashhh backsss*****

"Baby"

 

 

"Hmm?"

 

 

"Tinignan mo ba ng mabuti ung sing sing?" Naguluhan ako sa snbi nya. "Look closer" he said. Kaya nmn tinignan ko . Nagulat ako sa nakita ko..

 

 

"RyanXMichelle?" I look at him and he smiled at me.

 

 

"Did u like it?" I nodded at him.

 

 

"Like it? I don't like it" ngumiti ako skanya pero sya nag frowned"i love it baby" XD he chuckled and gave me a hug.

 

 

"Akala ko d mo nagxtuhan."

 

 

"Hehe, i got u bleh. Aray aray!!" Bad sya. Kinurut ba nmn ung nose ko

 

 

"Ill miss you mich."

 

 

"Ill miss you too"

 

*****End of Flasback*****

It was verry happy time for me.

 

 

Dough, the First couple of months that he we're gone, we talk constantly on phone or Webcam. But couple months passed and he haven't send any message, text or even called me. So i got worried and called him but he didt answer..

 

 

I look at the time again.. "9:00" hayyy. He's really late.. Little bit more..

 

 

Once again i waited him for 30 mins pero wla prn sya. So i sigh and walked off. I wast in a good mood to wait. I wen't to my favorate place sa Milkteaa.

 

 

I was drinking my milkteaa while looking in the window then.. Somone caught my eye..

 

 

 

"Is that Ryan?" Tinignan ko ng maayos yung taong nakita ko to make sure na sya yun.

 

 

And i was right it was him. Everything about him change. He became taller, More built and if its possible, more handsome but what caught my eyes most awas him and onother girl.. Laughing with eachother and hugging..

 

 

"Its probably just he's cousin or somthing" i tried to fooled myself but..
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At that moment.. I don't know why but, my feet sudenly walk out of
The milktea place and goes where Ryan Is and he's girl..

 

 

 

And....

 

 

PAAAKKKK!

 

 

My hands sudenly slap him..

 

 

 

At that time felt like my heart was being stab alot of times.. It hurts so badly..

 

 

 

Everysmile he gave her, every laugh they share, was stab
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.Deep in my heart..

 

"Shocked to see me Ryan? Its been awhile ha?"

 

 

"M-mich what r you doing here??"

 

 

"Pftt~ Dba dpat ako nag tatanung nyan? Anong ginagawa mo d2 when you're suppose to Meet with me at the park, keeping your promise?"

 

 

"I-i had to take my cousin out, since its her birthday?" What a liar.

 

 

"Oh tlga? Since cousin kiss thier cousin hangat matangal na yung dila!?"

 

 

"Oppa? Anong pinag sasabi mo?"
Pftt oppa daw. Aishhh.

 

 

"Anne, give us a min please"

 

 

 

"O-okay? Ill wait for you Oppa" i rolled my eyes sa snbi nung babae.
Oppa? Pft.

 

 

Feeling Koreana

 

 

And there she left..

 

"Mich its not what you think..."

 

 

 

"Not what i think? Then what ist then? Other than breaking your promise?? Dba snbi ko sayu! It was a sign! I told you that.....it was all wrong! I told you na 2 years of waiting is waste of freaking love! And now guess what?? I was right! You're a lying freaking B*stard!" I was about to Leave...

 

 

pero pinigilan nya ako..
 

 

 

"Mich! D ko sinasadya.. I promise!"

 

 

 

There it is again.. The words
 

 

 

 

 

 

PROMISE...
 

 

 

 

"Pftt.. You never mean to do anything don't you? And please! Stop promising me anything you don't planning to keep! Kse Ryan, nasasaktan ako sa twing nag pro-promise ka pero d mo nmn kayang I keep!"

 

 

 

"Look Mich me i didt really mean it..Anne and i fellinlove. The love we shared was young. It was't real Beside we were only 14."

 

 

 

"Was't real!? Eh ano ung pinagusapan natin 2 years ago! Ha? Was that all freaking lie!? So it was't real for you! Ryan sinabihan na kta na bka hndi ka magiging faithfull! Yet you keep pushing na it will work out and it made me believe in you! Tpus ano nakuha ko?? Ikaw? Falling inlove with somone else! Two years Ryan! Two years! Wla akung ginawa kundi maging faithfull sayu! All of this two years all i did was freaking keeping my promise!"

 

 

 

"Mich.. I did't know.. I know dapat tinawagan kita.. But-"

 

 

 

"But what Ryan!? Why coud't you just gave me a spare of
Time to call me and..

 

 

 

and.. Tell me na d mo na ako mahal! Pra mas madali na handle that right now.. "

 

 

 

"Mich, just.. Just let me explain.."

 

 

 

"Explain?? Sge Explain yourself!" I waited for he's answer.. Pero.. Wlang lumabas sa bunganga nya..

 

 

 

"I thought so.." Lalakad na sna ako paalis habanh pinunasan ko ung luha ko nung nakita ko Ung sing sing.. Tingal ko i2 at tinapun sa harap nya..

 

 

 

"Wha r you doing!"

 

 

 

"Why would you even care?? Everything was a lie anyway...Even ur freaking feelings.." Tumakbo
Na ako palayo sakanya..

 

 

 

Then suddenly...

 

 

 

 

Nagulat nlng ako nung tumigil ang paa ko at napatingin ako sa kaliwa at dun nakita ko ang isang malaking liwanag  na papalapit saakin..

 

 

 

 

 

"MIICHEEELLEEEEE!!" That was thr last thing i heard hangat sa mawalan na ako ng malay...

 

 

 

 

I know already whats gonne happen to me.. And if ever that happens.. I won't regret it.. Thank you Ryan for 3 years of loving me.. I'll
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Be watching you from
Above.....

 

****after 2 yeaaarsss****

 

"Hi Mich.. Kamuxta ka na?? Akoo? E22 hangang ngaun pinag sisihan ko lahat ng nangyari.. Alam mo..
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko.. Kng kailan mawawala ka na? Kng kailan kynti nlng ung chance na bumalik ka.. Duon ko lng na realise na Mahal
Parin kita.. Na ikaw lng tlgaa.. Ang tanga ko noh? Iniwan ko ung taong totoong minahal ako.. Mich.. Na forgive mo na ba ako? Kse ako.. D ko ma forgive ang sarili ko.. Khit 2 years na ang lumipas sinisii ko prn ang sarili ko sa pag panaw moh.. Kahit sinasabi nina tita na d ko kasalanan.. I know deep inside na sinisii nila ako.. Mich.. I know its imposiblee.. Pero
Pleaae bumalik ka na.. Na mimiss na kta.. Pleaseee..."

 

Hello.. I'm Ryan Cruz.. Its been 2 years ago nung pumanaw yung taong mahal ko. Inaamin ko pinag sisihan ko.. Lahat lahat ng nagawa ko.. Nung na coma sya and snbi ng doctor na.. Maliit nlng daw ung chance na mabuhay sya.. Dun ko na realise na mahal ko pa sya. Ang tanga ko noh??  Kaya dapat kyu.. Wag nyung hahayaan mawala ang taong mahal nyu.. Wag nyung sasaktan.. Kse bka sa huli pag sisihan nyu..

 

 

"Like i do."