P.s its smoldering hot in here i'm afraid i'll have sunburn in here plus there are so many Hot guys in here pfftt they're tan and cute hahahaaha

Cleopatra's P.O.V

"if you are reading this you might be one of the millions who adore somebody someone who is unreachable someone who are so close to being perfect the only way you can escape this reality is by being delusional by making yourself believe that you and him can be together and in the end you will realize that because of your endless illusion that you will end up with him you ended up being blind you aren't able to decipher what's the truth between the lies you are oblivious to the fact that there is a big boundary between the two of you because of your obsession you ended up crossing so many lines and in the end destroying yourself not only emotionally but also physically you will spend your whole life making efforts for him so he will notice you but in the end? IT WILL BE WORTHLESS he'll never notice how special and how pretty you are because there are many of them like you who dreamed who loved who hoped but in the end they were hurt and yes that's how love is in order to be happy you must keep hurting in order to be whole you must be broken in order to be contented you must be unsatisfied in order to win you must lose love is the most ironic thing in this world don't be blind don't be deaf don't pretend its okay when its not don't be too absorbed in the make believe love story you are winding in you head

dreaming has no boundaries but reality has don't be ignorant of the fact that

the one you love is unreachable"

i closed my laptop and smiled sadly as I send the last chapter of the novel i am working on although i am sad but i must keep going on its been three years and i'm still hoping that he would be reachable but when i saw the news today i decided to give up i thought i would be able to write the ending of the story just like a cliche book that you will found in every book store but the book that i'm writing is different it's purely true and it contains all the past effort that i did to make him notice me but in the end i ended up being hurt and he ended up being happy 

because I care and he doesn't

"i heard that you already pass the last entry of your upcoming story" Amos said and smiled at me

through thick and thin he was their for me but he eventually realized that what we are doing is a big joke its like he was hit really hard by reality and decided to accept the fact that its impossible 

"i did it will be published next week" i said and smiled at him gratefully

Amos married a simple girl with a simple dream and yes he is living normally

while me? i'm still making up my fantasies by using the books that i am writing 

"its been three years since that thing happened Cleo are you willing to take over your dad's position in the company?" he asked hopefully and smiled at me 

"after the book was publish i will take over the whole company and will find a suitable husband for myself" i replied and smiled at him 

i lived in Korea for five years and after what happened i immediately went back to America to continue where i left off because the pain of seeing him is too much 

*FLASHBACK 8 YEARS AGO

"Good luck Amos And Cleo we will miss you!~" my mom said as she wipe her tears away i'm finally going to see my Suho!

"So! did the land lord accept your offer?" i asked excitedly as the plane started moving

"of course the tricky part is she is quite suspicious about it but when i mentioned your name she immediately said that she'll take up your offer" he replied excitedly

Korea here we come let's make some beautiful Memories!

~

"aish Amos i'm tired -_- wait amos? where are you waaaaaah i'm lost TOT" i said and slumped myself in the middle of the airport

''agassi dangsinun gwaenchana?" A guy in glasses and beanie said errh he looks weird -_-

(A/n: all the italicized word are spoken in korean arasseo?) 

"Waaahh ajjushi help me i'm lost" i said

"Oh where are you going anyway?" He asked and helped me up

"I-i don't know hehe I just need to find my cousin" i said and scratch my head i can't say that i am going to go to where exo lives because i will look weirder than i actually look

"Wait i know you!" He suddenly said and shook my whole body

"R-really hehe ssssshhhhh someone might kidnap me of you say my name out loud" i whispered and smiled

"Come with me I know a place where you could stay" he said and pulled me

"Omo no mister! I don't want to go with you I will give you money but please don't kidnap me" i said and kneeled in front of him

"Don't worry you can trust me" he said

"Eh just lead the way out of the airport i know the way from there" i said politely and sighed in relief when he started walking

Thankfully after walking 500 miles we got to the exit

"Ajjussi Kamsahamnida!" I said and bowed a hundred times

"No problem my ride is in here hope we will meet again!" He said and rode a white Van

I hailed a taxi and told him the address Amos must be worried 

Aish stupid Cleo -_-