“Even when I close my eyes, I can see.
Even when I am far away, I know.
How beautiful of a person she is.”

Not being able to see you every day, I would still know, even if I close my eyes, or being overseas, I know, how beautiful you are, inside and out. Your beauty really shines through.

“I don’t want to let go of her hands.
It feels as if we’ll shatter.
How delicate of a person she is.”

She is the person I would like to hold onto. I won’t nd never want to let go off her hands. She is a delicate person that I treasure most, and if I ever let her go, it will makes the whole world shatter, it will be the end of the world. She is the most irreplaceable treasure that I ever found.

“The person who is laughing amongst those people
That angel is my lady.”

Meeting her at such place really make me feel uneasy. It’s not that I don’t like being in the same place as her, don’t get me wrong. But since our relationship is being kept a secret, it’s getting harder to meet her at a social event where there are full of press. It’s even harder whenever there are some men looking at her with interest or approach her, I always feel like going near to her, holding her hands and feel like telling everybody that she is mine. But that will be impossible, since it’s going to affect both of us, career wise and emotional wise. Looking her from afar, seeing her socialize with other’s make me sing in my heart.

“*I feel childishly proud
My expression becomes like an idiot
Please laugh only with me, oh SHE~ SHE~
I want to be your last.
You’re my heaven.
Only one in the world, oh SHE~ SHE~”

My friends and I all look at the same direction, looking at her in the crowd. And when she finally looking at our direction and smiling towards me, I feel so flustered. I smile myself like an idiot, looking at her from afar, when they tell me how beautiful she is, and how they adore her beauty. I feel very proud, much more than words can say, I am truly proud, though I can’t tell anybody, that she’s my girl. 
However, when she started to smile to everyone in the crowd, I feel a bit jealous. I want her to only give her warmest smile to me, only laugh with me, my girl. What a selfish guy I am, but I want her forever. I want to be her final lover, because she is considered heaven to me. She is only one in my world, irreplaceable. 

“She is very prideful
She never cries
How strong of a person she is”

Looking back at our relationship, I know she is a very strong person. Being away from her family and living in a foreign country, which has totally different culture from hers, it must be really hard for her. Since I date her for the last 1 and a half year, she rarely cried in front of me. She did whine a lot, I have to admit that, but rarely cried. She never called me and cries over the phone, even when we had a fight. Even when there’s hardship or obstacles she faces, she only kept in inside, she usually talks about it all day, but the next day, she will seems to forget it. But I know, she just keeps the worry inside. I know she worries about me more, because she knows that my packed schedule will be affected, as I always make her as my first priority. But there is an incident recently that makes me feels very frustrated, my heart aches every time I remember about it. One Friday afternoon, she called me around 2pm. It was the time she got back from her college. She called me crying in frustration, she told me she failed to make it into the summer school that was hosted by the college to the overseas. It was just the day before that she called me excitedly and tells me about the summer school. She was all exited and been wanted to go badly, as she really loves to travel and like to go to the country so badly. But the news she receive that morning is really indecent. Her lecturer removes her name from the list just because she didn’t fill it completely, only the problem with her CGPA. I know, her result is not that really good compare to the others, but the lecturer is so unjust in not letting her try to go for the interview. Her voice was shaking, she was crying so hard that I feel like my heart is going to explode. My heart really feels the pain. I really feel like running toward her and hug her close to me, never let her go, let her cry in my arms. But unfortunately for both of us, I was in the middle of preparation to go to broadcast station. I told my manager about my problem, but he refuse to let me to, as it will affect my professionalism level, and I was just in the beginning of my solo career. I really want to runaway to her, but there is no way I can. I take a deep breath and talk to her slowly, try to soothes her. I ask her to lie down on her pillow and close her eyes, sing her songs hoping that she will sleep to help her feel better. When I finally hearing her sobs stop, I am sure that she already fallen asleep, then I hung up. It feels so sad to let her cried in pain and I can’t be around to make her feel better. 

“Even at my lame jokes
She is always laughing
Although, I there are times when I’m not sure if she’s honestly laughing.”

Every time we meet, I try to make her laugh as much as possible, that is what I promised myself, and I nailed it in my heart. But at times, I do make a lot of lame jokes. I know it because my group members used to ignore me over my immature and lame joke. And she, the person that I love is quite a funny person, with full of spontaneous jokes. I’ve always watch her reality shows that she filmed with her friends, and she always one of the person that lighten up the moods in the group, full of jokes and playfulness, not to forget, her cuteness in everything that she does. Knowing these facts, I sometimes doubted it, whether my jokes are really funny to her or she is just laughing because she doesn’t want me to feel bad. However, no matter what, I feel really grateful that she laughs at it, because it makes me happy to see her laugh, forgetting all her problems. 

“The more I know you, The more I can’t understand you.
That person is my lady”

She is the person full of surprise, and always act unexpectedly. I really can’t decode her mind fully. Sometimes, when I thought that you always be A, you sometimes turn to be B. the mysterious aura around you is always there, as if I did not know you enough. The longer I know you, the more I can’t understand you. But still, you are the one that I always love, the person that always rank as my only Lady in my heart.

*Repeat
Oh, I know this lady, Baby
Only I know
Only those who love her can know
Even her tears

She is totally different from what people see her. Not even her close friends know about her, even though they seem to know a lot. She keeps everything for herself, even her personality, her bad first impression that she gives to everybody, it is all not the real her. What’s more is what she had on her mind, even though she speaks her mind most of the time, but there are things that she never ever let people know much about it, as if there’s a wall that people had to surpass to know about it. Her beautiful personality, her real self, only she, herself and the people who love her truly can see that clearly. Even I have to go through a lot of things to be able to see what is on the other side of the wall. Even her tears, that pure crystal water from her eyes, only I know her more than anybody else. 

“*I feel childishly proud
My expression becomes like an idiot
Please laugh only with me, oh SHE~ SHE~
I want to be your last.
You’re my heaven.
Only one in the world, oh SHE~ SHE~”

At times, I smile alone like a child, feeling very proud that she’s my girl. Please only look at me and laugh, cause I want to be your last, your final love. You are my heaven that I have been looking for, the only girl for me in the world. You are the only one.