Are you there hyung?

Can you hear me?

If you can, listen to me very carefully!

I hate you!

I hate you for not keeping your promise!

You promised me that we'll always be together, remember?

Then why, hyung?

Why did you leave me all alone against this cruel world?

Why did you leave me alone with all this pain?

Don't you know, hyung?

Don't you know how hard was for me to see your lifeless body on that bed?

How hard was for me to accept that your beautiful eyes will never look at me again, that your hands will never hold me again, that your lips will never kiss me again?

Did you know that, hyung?

Then why did you leave me?

Why did you go to the only place I can't follow you?

No, my heart did follow you!

My heart died with you.

Didn't you know that, hyung?

Didn't you know that my heart beats only for you?

Then why did you leave?

Do you know that when I saw you lying in that coffin I wanted to lay next to you?

I wanted them to bury me together with you!

But then I saw it!

I saw the little piece of paper in your hands.

The paper was telling me to stay strong.

But how could I, hyung?

How could I be strong when you are so far away?

How could I be strong without your voice telling me which way to go?

You stupid hyung!

How could you think that I can handle without you?!?

I want to die, hyung!

I want to be with you again!

I want to see your smile, to feel your touch, to taste your kiss.

I want to go back on that day under the tree in the school yard.

Do you remember it, hyung?

You told me that you loved me, and stole my first kiss.

I still remember how fast my heart was beating in that moment.

Was your heart beating fast then, too?

Why hyung?

Why can't I feel your heartbeat again?

But hear me hyung!

Hear me carefully!

I'll live!

I'll live for both of us now, hyung!

I'll keep the memory for you alive until my very last breath!

But I can't, hyung...

I cant promise you that I'll be happy.

But I'll try!

I'll do my best to find happiness again.

But you must promise me, too hyung.

You must promise me that you'll wait for me.

That when the time comes, you'll be there for me, to hug me and let me cry on your shoulder.

Can you do that, hyung?

Can you promise me?

Although hyung, I still hate you!

I hate you!

No...

I can't.

I can't hate you, hyung!

I love you too much to hate you...

I love you!

 

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