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When The Sun Doesn't Shine Anymore.
When the sun doesn't shine anymore, what's the purpose of the moon?
It doesn't have it's own light scientifically speaking.
We all know it just borrows light from the sun.
But what if the sun doesn't give light anymore?
^_^
Moping around, yes it's the best time to mope around.
Feel depressed.
Get wasted and beat the crap out of your living soul.
It's not time to be like this.
I should be happy for her.
She will finally feel someone else's greasiness.
Someone else's fluttering compliments.
Someone else's caresses.
Someone else's.
Not mine.
I always wondered how it feels like without her smiling at me.
Just staring with no emotions.
Without her laugh to fuel me.
Coldness in the night.
Without her kisses on my cheek.
Feeling numb.
Without her constant hits for being greasy.
No pain to gain her love.
Without her lovely scoldings.
Not hearing her care for me.
Without her light to make me feel alive.
No Solar, No Life.
^_^
If she doesn't love me, what's the purpose?
I for one, know I will die soon.
I can't endure it.
Knowing that her virtual husband, might get jealous of our love.
Because it's natural for us.
It's artificial for him.
He doesn't know it.
He's nice, I get it.
He's not like me.
Greasy.
Stupid.
Foolish.
To be in love with sun.
But I still show it.
Solar is happy.
At least, she is.
I hope so.
^_^
Because without her light.
I might as well be nonexistent.
I live for her being.
That's my sole purpose,
That's why I am still living.
I breath her air.
I live in her life.
I dwell in her memories.
I drown in her feelings.
I linger in her thoughts.
I stay inside her heart.
Yet she's tearing me apart.
When she's not shining doesn't mean her light is lost.
She's just giving it away to someone else.
Congratulations Yongsun, you're finally breaking free from me.
^_^
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