Lol so there's a very big chance that I'm taking this down tomorrow morning.

This is the product of my procrastination and its an old, old idea thats been sitting on my laptop for a long time.Been staring at my essay title all day and I've barely gotten 10 words out and yet I've written almost 1k words in under an hour. Mind you, my essay word limit is 1k lel this im not mad at all. 

Btw, it wasn't supposed to end the way it does. First I was all omg self-hate "let me go hide away CLEANSE ME" and then it was all "yuck, the is this" and then it was "wow you're..wow thats actually maybe beautiful" buddy idek. Its 2am and I've barely slept this whole week. 

Anyway, if I were in the right state of mind I'd be saying "It's my first time posting, pls be gentle friends." because, well it is. But this might be gone in the morning and I'll be surprised if more than 5 people read this before I need to wake up and haul my outta bed again. Do people even write snsd fics anymore? Idek. I ing hate this new layout, my god. First time logging in after like 2 years where am I. 

Bye, have fun. Maybe, idek. There's probably typos. I'm not sorry. Also not sorry for rambling ohoho