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When April Fools Took a Troll on You.
March 31,2016
This going to be the last time I might hold her hand.
The last time I have to look out for her.
The last time I can drive her around.
The last time I might see her smile for me.
The last time I can hear her laugh at my unreasonable jokes.
The last time I might be her one and only.
This April Fools will really take me. Ha, I mean why would they do this to me? I love her, they knew somehow and to stop me from getting any further with her by making her date some ing guy. This guy might be all girls' dream, and probably hottest one out there but she promised me. And now, this might be the last time I'll hold onto her.
I'll let you go.
For the past 10 years of us, our memories it might have come to an end.
I see no future.
I see no present.
I live in our past.
But, not certain of what's next.
I might as well drop being your member after all, I has only been that person.
I am just your member.
This might take a long time to heal but it doesn't hurt me anymore.
For the past months, you have made it clear to me who I am in your life and what was my purpose and maybe it is time to let you run to someone's arms.
Because I am not the one who will kiss you goodnight anymore.
Because I am not the one who holds your hand on the street calling you mine.
I am not the one you love anymore.
Maybe 2 years is a long time for you to wait.
To wait, for me to officially call you mine in front of Him.
Maybe it is not my job anymore.
To make you happy.
To make you smile.
To surprise you with dates.
To give you lots of gifts.
To protect you.
To love you.
It is his job now.
And I am running away.
Because tomorrow, April Fools is not going to be funny.
It is going to be my last heartbreak.
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