After a long time they have invited me for running man show.I accepted not because I have more interest in that.really they are not really my thing.all the hell know I'm a shy guy with all the loneliness.i wonder will woo bin also come?I don't know.may be not.actually I saw past years woo bin pretty much fits for this kind of stuffs.I think he participated RM obviously more than me.

will woobin come?now my curious is going overload.I didn't see him for a long long time.i really want to see him.i wanted to see him.but my heart aches when I see him with shin min ah.i don't know.i should be happy for them.i happy for him.but a big part of my heart still aches.

so I'm the one create this distance between us.i couldn't bare it anymore.with his girlfriend.i think they will soon to be a married couple.i searched news everyday about woo bin.not by calling him or texting him like our beautiful days.but by searching internet like a his fan girl.should I really call him and ask him?no jong suk you can't.it feels weird.because we aren't close anymore?I don't know.what jong suk?what?what does it matter?if he come he probably come along with his girlfriend.they definitely invite her if woo bin is invited.after all they are a best couple these days.sudden horror waves in my nerves.what if they really did that?what if they created a creepy plan to see 3 of us in the show?do they want to see and show a love triangle drama?jongbin thing is long gone.i hate to