Dear Diary,

Today is December 10th, 2018, and it's also OUR anniversary together... For the past 4 years, I've spent this day without her. To be honest, it's quite lonely, seeing everyone in pairs getting ready for the holidays, when I'm here just wishing that my wife is next to me... I'm probably just jealous that everyone is having a good time and I'm not. Like I said...4 years without her beautiful eyes smile, her gorgeous red lips, and especially her energy to make everyone around her, happy. I prayed to god every night, wishing that she would be alright, and I will soon find her...I mean it's been 4 years that I've tried and try to find out if she was still alive or not...maybe God is giving me a sign that she might not be around anymore...maybe I should give up...maybe I should state that she is in heaven right now, watching over me...anyway since this is the 4th year celebrating our anniversary alone...maybe I should go out to celebrate this... This is all for now, I'll write more later...

Taeyeon's thoughts:

I've arrived at the restaurant 4 years ago, we ate and suddenly there was a massive shooting accident. If I haven't been knockout, I would not be separated from you...I've been blaming myself nonstop, but the truth is...I did get knockout and I did lose you... I'm really tired of searching for you, Tiffany, if you are alive, please come out, I've been searching for you like crazy! Please, Fany...I need you...Just then, I saw Ti