I stared at the blank page in front of me... I was about to let out all my feelings about the situation of Vernon leaving me, then I grabbed the pencil and with tears in my eyes started writing: 

  "I'm stupid for letting out my feeling this way but there's no other way for me to let you know that... I think I should do a list mentioning all the things I love about us being together:   1) I love the way you back-hugged me averything I was cooking or washing the dishes  2) I love the way we used to cuddle under the blankets when it was cold outside 3) And the way we used to make up things when we were mad to each other 4) Our late talks about how our day was 5) The way you used to love cooking even when your didn't know how to do it and burning all the food 6) Your morning pecks making me wake up 7) Your serenates in our anniversary or on my birthday or whenever you made a new song 8) The way we know everything about each other   And the list can go on but I want to mention at lesst three things that I want to do right now:    1) Hugging you like if there was no tomorrow 2) Kissing you softly one last time 3) Telling you I'm sorry for not knowing you were so damage inside because I was too busy at work   I'm so sorry Vernon, I did everything wrong, I didn't want to look at you like I did, I didn't mean to say "Get out" but I was so mad at me because I failed at work and then I found you in the kitchen trying to cook but burning the food and I know tha