When she did that surprise visit, she never imagined that things would change so much

 

They had prepared a dinner at the apartment bigbang and although Chaerin had a strong jetlab she could not say no to her unnies

 

But the constant travel from Korea to Los Angeles, exhausted her

 

When they said to watch a movie, and turned off the lights, CL cursed herself with only the light from the TV, the headache, and the dream she had, they would kill her, she was incorporated into the sofa several times trying to concentrate on the film

 

Several members of Ikon and winner were also there so  seungri was not stopping with his funny sense of humor

 

Which it helped Chaerin to stay awake

 

But when they went to meet their schedules in the morning

 

2nebang stayed quiet watching the movie and it was just seungri who was commenting occasionally so CL was practically nodding off after a few minutes...

 

Jiyong was at her side and he saw how her eyes closed gently again to open suddenly and blinked suddenly Looking For concentration

 

He laughed softly, trying not to get her attention

 

He knew her well enough to know that she had to be exhausted but in order to spend time with her members she would do anything to stay awake

 

But although he looked funny of her situation, he soon began to be worried, the soft makeup  that Chaerin was wearing, it was starting to fade and to show a dark circles under her eyes,

 

If she continues like this she would get really sick.

 

He approached her gently, trying to hide his anxiety and not draw the attention from others, he hit her shoulder gently obtaining her look at him

 

He opened his arms a little and she understood quickly

 

He carefully separated and leaned back against the couch, bending the leg and leaving a gap between her legs for her

 

She smiled, no one understands her better than him, she could maybe rest a little and then feel better, to spend the night with the girls, anyway she wasn’t following the movie

 

She sat up on the couch but she did not know how to react until he pulled her into his lap

 

When she touched his chest to lean on, she knew that was a mistake

 

She fell asleep as he her hair carefully

 

Bom from the other couch looked at them and then she smiled

 

She had always known that the two leaders had a special relationship but she was tired of don't seeing any progress

 

She hoped that with the recent and final break with kiko, jiyong could finally admit that who he really was in love was Chaerin

 

Bom really doubted the feelings of her leader, but she knew that jiyong really felt something very strong for her it was too obvious to her the way he always looked at her when she ignored his presence was of adoration

 

So much that she knew he could not help feeling scared

 

Top hit her hand gently prompting her to look away from both leaders

 

- He has missed her so much, when he got drunk at the afterparty of our last concert, he just repeated that skrillex could not stay with something that was his, we did not know that he meant until hours later he could only repeat " hunchae is mine .... " he is hurt because he thinks she is going to move forward with her life, and this time will be without him, Kiko hurt him so much in the last break, noona, he will not return with her and I not surprise me that she already have another who wait for her at home

 

- I'm afraid that he will hurt her Tabi, she doesn't deserve it .... not after what she has done this year for me and for the group

 

- We can not help it, noona, they are going to hurt each other, they believe that not advance their relationship is protect what they have now ... they are friends, confidants, and they work together, I think both are afraid to go a step further and that the relationship does not work

 

- But how it would not work ?, you only need to look at them !, they are perfect for each other!

 

Bom said as she pointed how jiyong had also fallen asleep, holding Chaerin in his arms and with his cheek on her head

 

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Jiyong opened his eyes to meet the full darkness.

 

Chaerin was still in his arms what made him smile

 

A thick blanket was now on them to keep them warm

 

his back ached for the position, but he was afraid to move

 

Carefully he took the phone from his pocket and saw that it was 3:00 a.m.

 

If Chaerin woke up now she  probably would go home

 

But of course what else should he expect?

 

that she will stay with him?

 

He only knew that his time with her seemed increasingly short, and every time she left, seemed the time without her started to getting longer

 

His cell phone rang with the sound of a notification, which made Chaerin moved on his lap

 

- Oppa?

 

- Sorry, Did I wake you? I also fell asleep .. sorry

 

- Oppa! I'm sorry, your back must hurt

 

Chaerin stood up, while jiyong sleepy rubbed his face

 

Chaerin started giving him a massage on his shoulders with the enough force to relax his muscles

 

He put his face in her stomach, enjoying her touch

 

- You must be exhausted oppa you have to rest ...

 

- I do not want you to go...

 

- And what plan do you have ...? Oppa ..

 

He lifted his face and looked into his eyes

 

Chaerin her hair, slipping again and again his fingers through his dark hair strands

 

- Stay

 

- I do not know if ... you have schedules tomorrow?

 

- No ... not during the weekend

 

- Really?

 

- yes ... you're leaving on Monday?

 

- Yes ... on Monday morning

 

- It's too soon...

 

he murmured

- Yes it is...

 

Jiyong arms encircled her waist and pulled her close to him

 

She was guided by him until she sit on his lap

 

She hugged him placing her head on his chest again

 

Bringing him close till the maximum, to her

 

And he hugs her back, holding her, and preventing her run away

 

She thinks that this could mean something but she is too scared to think about it

 

And he thinks that they are progressing

 

- Oppa .. let's go to bed then ....

 

- are you going to stay?

 

She nods and he still holding her gets up forcing her to encircle his waist with her long legs, squealed Chaerin

 

- Hahahahaha shh shut up i don't need you to wake the others

 

- Sorry oppa

 

He throws her one of his shirts when they get to bed and she stays in underwear in front of him without even flinching

 

while he blushes, she puts his shirt

 

There have been millions of times Chaerin has finished wearing his clothes, but this time he can not help feeling proud

 

Although he does not know why

 

Because till now nothing has changed

 

They have not talked about anything

 

He hasn't expressed his feelings

 

And she either

 

But he says there is no hurry so here he puts on his pajama pants and gets into his bed as well as she

 

they are about halfway

 

She finds her place in her arms

 

And he wants this to be the first of many nights together

 

But Chaerin wakes up first

 

And scared she runs away

 

She still remembers the brush of his lips in her hair

 

His arms around her waist

 

The beat of his heart when he approached her even closer to him

 

But the last night she was carried away by her needs

 

Her needs to him

 

Because jiyong was for her like a drug

 

From which she just wanted more and more

 

And she had to run away

 

she must run away

 

And when jiyong awoke he felt cold in bed and then he knew she was gone

 

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on Monday Chaerin went to L.A, she never speaking back to him since that night

 

she left Korea fastly and by consequently the both groups felt the homesick

 

Chaerin was a kind of glue between both groups

 

She was someone who was related to many people alike

 

she was an amazing friend, she always had an amazing relationship with taeyang top seungri and even daesung, it was few times that she went to him, tell him that he was an amazing person, that he was beautiful in and out she help them all so many times

 

acting like a mother for everyone in YG, always put them first before her

 

Asian women sometimes used to have no relation with the opposite

 

but Chaerin had a character succeeded in catch any heart

 

from dancers, staff, dongsaeng, the president never admit it but she was like a daughter to him

 

all the girls were, but with Chaerin many had that feeling or show her as a partner, or protect her as an oppa

 

many knew that Chaerin had been a very young group leader

 

but she was very mature, and there it was the difference

 

she had two people in the group who were older, but YG never hesitated to make her a leader

 

and that at certain times

 

break her into pieces

the leaders have work to do

It was not just a decorative title

they had rules

and one of them was the leaders do not cry

and that rule was a pattern which Chaerin followed it literally

 

that is why many older men than her, and that really knew her

 

They always had that feeling of extreme protection towards her

 

many times it have been xin or danny 2NE1’s old stylist or the own boys of bigbang

 

who have separated Chaerin from the girls at least five minutes so she could cry

 

and that is why YG know that jiyong and Chaerin forged a strong friendship

 

chaerin always choose jiyong to cry, she didn’t felt so guilty when it was him, another leader who tell her

 

“hey it’s okay they are gone now you can cry, i won’t tell it to anyone”

 

many helped her without understanding the strong feeling that she had, and what it was that prevented him cry in front of their group members

 

but jiyong understand her, because he understood  that same feeling

 

yg always imagine the day when the two leaders deigned to discover that they loved was really close to them

 

but that day it seemed not arrive, and that make him furious

 

the meeting at YG works well

 

but as he expected,

 

his greatest leader was quiet and serious, and he could imagine why

 

cl was gone two days ago now and she would not return for an average of three months

 

the album was ready in U.S.A., and it remained to agree details in Korea

 

so she still had to go back to Korea

 

but after that meeting she could be an average of at least half a year without being able to visit Korea for her full schedule in LA

 

the meeting was over, so YG started to order all kinds of papers he had on his desk now

but when he looked up, jiyong was still in the same place

 

- do you know anything about her?

 

- No ... between my work and the time difference ... and the work with her album ...

 

Yg laughed

 

- Ji, I talked about kiko not of Chaerin

 

a nervous laugh escaped his lips and he rubbed his neck in desperation

 

- Why would I know from her hyung?

 

- The press is looking for answers ji ....

 

- We're not together hyung it was practically just ,

 

- You want me to tell that to the fans ?, I can do it

 

jiyong sigh

 

- what do you want me to do?

 

- I want you to take off to kiko map, you have to choose someone , do four things on social networks and delete your scandals about kiko

- that is all?

- yes you can go

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jiyong call that night Chaerin

 

- Oppa how are you?

 

- Not very well, and yg wants me to have another love scandal so that the press could forget kiko ...

 

- I could help you…

 

- Chae the hate ...

 

- I have never cared about it and you know it I must go now and you will tell me goodbye I miss you oppa

 

- Goodbye hunchae

 

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Chaerin update a photo that morning of the two in Paris in the last fashion show

 

she gave several photos like of GD

 

and she even like a video of their ship

 

both they found that means "Skydragon" months ago and laughed about it together

 

the fans went crazy

 

Asking all kind of question and imgine one hundred of scenes

 

she would want to say something?

 

Also the hatred soon reached her instagram too

 

but she was back to laughing she really started to ignore the hate comments years ago

 

The months passed slowly

 

and both  were working non stop

 

That make them start lowered their phone calls

 

and then her anxiety grew ....

 

does he got back with kiko?

 

He had already forgotten her? forgotten that night?

 

there had been no love scandals from korea but she was scared

 

it was the time of boarding the plane to get back home

 

this time she has a month and a half in her hometown, before returning again to L.A

 

will he remember the time of her plane?

 

yesterday she tried but failed to locate him throughout the all day

 

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jiyong was anxious all the week, today he was going to see her, after 3 months he was going to see her again, today finally

 

He was prepared for the press

 

he was prepared he a man and to defend her though everything

 

he even prepared in advance her family and his own too

 

He bought flowers and then he went to the airport

 

jiyong fortunately had managed to fend off the press and all the potential fans

 

with a bouquet of flowers in his hand

 

And wearing of course chanel

 

he was nervous

 

so ing nervous

 

He straightened his jacket when he saw her coming

 

their eyes met and he could even hear her exclamation

 

but she smiled, and that gave him the enough confidence to make it with the plan

 

He heard the fans screaming when tner find out who he relly was and the bodyguards of Chaerin take away from the crowd

 

He didnt even realized that she was already next to him

 

he couldnt even hear his own voice with all the shouts all around them

 

he couldnt even hear when he said the question finally

 

he only heard her sobs and when she smile

 

he could hear

 

- yes oppa,,, yes ... ..

 

He  got up from the ground as she threw into his arms

 

she had said yes

 

she just said yes

 

the flashes sparkled around them

 

- Oppa I can already hear the president madness

 

- Hahahaha no baby calm down everything's okay

 

jiyong quick kiss her lips

 

- It was his idea hunchae

 

- what??!!

 

- hahaha

 

jiyong placed his arm around her shoulder, pulling her to him holding her

 

Chaerin hid her face frightened by the amount of people who gathered at the airport

 

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the company exploded into a hubbub of noise

 

seungri entered the office screaming YG

 

with all other members behind him

 

- President tell me you have not seen the web!

 

the three girls looked frightened of the possible reaction of the president

 

He was going to take chaerin out of the group?

 

he could not do something like that right?

 

- Jiyong finally has dared to do it? Wow

 

- what?!!?!?!?!!?

 

- He finally has become a man, ji very well!

 

the members stared blankly

 

until YG smiled and laugh

 

- we are going to a wedding guys finally

 

yg laughed again when the kids started screaming and asking non-stop

 

- he is already a man ... .yeah ... hahahaha

 

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