This story is created for the EXOplosion Writing Contest

WARNING !!! THIS IS JUST MY PERSONAL STORY ^_^

My personal story :This is story is created to become a reminder to a myself. It’s because most of it about my personal life. The difference from the story is it is about me and my cousin who is no longer in this world. A month before she passed away, my mom returned to the village where she was staying at and when my mom returned from there, she said my cousin asked about my whereabout since I didn’t follow my parent. At that times, I was busy having fun going out with my fun. When my mom said those words, I thought it’ll be fine because I can meet her later. However, on that day, right when I just returned from school, my dad told me that my cousin just passed away. I was really speechless back then because I wasn’t informed she was sick or what and then she just passed away? I still couldn’t believe it but the tears keep rolling on my cheeks even when I was eating and preparing myself to go back to the village to attend her funeral. I really cried for the whole day. She was like my little sister who I really closed to that extent sometimes I was feeling jealous when my parent was really good to her because she had no dad. And now she was gone. Suddenly informed that she got heart disease which cause she passed away in a young age when I never heard she was sick before. My mom said that night I was crying in my sleep eventhough I didn’t realize about it. Till now, I was still feeling regret about it. What if I met her when I returned before? Maybe I won’t be feeling sad like this because I had a nice memory with her. But, I actually didn’t have anything to remember about unless our childhood times because it have been so long last I met her. And even though 5 years already past, it was still hurting in here. My heart. And I just want my cousin to know that I really love her.