Some people think that her song ...

 

"If I Were You"

 

was made for me

 

That I was the one who broke her heart

 

But is she who break mine again and again when I hear her voice always breaking up singing those lyrics.

 

Her song ...

 

The first time that she has her heart broken ...

 

And  all I wanted was to go and I break him into pieces

 

I would like to see him destroyed

 

Broken

 

Like he left her

 

But she didn't even let me avenge her

 

They met three years ago ....

 

I…

 

I was the one the present to each other ...

 

She didn't seem interested in him, but hyunjoon hyung kept breathing for her.

 

I did not like that she was with him.

 

Then I realized something was wrong with me ... it was not normal to feel jealous of a younger sister ...

 

Sure, I was just a worried oppa.

 

Or that was what I thought ...

 

The Arms and hips of chaerin were always with hard bruises and her skin was full of purple shades.

 

When I managed to make chaerin speak, she said his motive was justified …

 

"He does not want me to show skin ....

It's his way of protecting me .... "

 

she never exculpated him, but she always said it was her fault,

 

never his.

 

he never let me talk with him about it

he always got so mad...

and i thought that will put chaerin into more pain

 

"Why you have to be always in between? She is mine!"

 

You're wrong, she always was mine...

 

since our first meeting i knew how special that little girl will be for me

 

was all i wanted it to say to him…

 

But I could not…

 

Until that night that she appeared on my doorstep …

With a bloody face and tears streaming down her face not stopping