Amber POV :

 Those days Krystal was being all lovey dovey with her boyfriend the thing that make me want to kill someone each time i see them i feel my blood boiling , i started ignoring krys she didn't know the reason but i changed i wasn't the same person i wasn't laughing like usual i was putting my face 24/24 i don't talk to anyone and that was just a mask to hide the real hurt me , i tried to cry but i wasn't able i don't have tears anymore , One day we was goiing to have lunch and like always i ignored her we were in the canteen i sat at a table alone , but she came to me :

" Amber , why are you being like this to me ? " 

I stood up getting ready to go to another table but she came infront of me making me not going any farther 

" Let me go " i said coldly 

" No Not before telling me what's happening with you , hey am you can cry you can scream , just give me a reaction , i don't like it when you be like a statue , please try to tell me what's bothering you " she said in a calm tone 

I looked at her eyes and i saw hurt , so we just sat at the table and i started talking :

" I .. I have problems with telling my feelings i had this issue when i was little because no one took care of me , no one tried to know what's wrong with me , so i decided to just smile and make that mask to hide my emotions suzy was the first one who hurt me that way , i tried to hide my broken heart but now i am okay i am mobing on , bu