- Sungjong POV -

Today is March 13, 2016 the very same date that the number one grease and dork I known was born. I can't believe that he's 25 (Korean age) already like the way he act and the why he looks is like he is just a 5 year old kid. Sigh like seriously he is forever a kid at heart, a simple little thing could either make him happy or sad. But despite the fact that he is gaining another year in his age he still looks handsome and young, well I for one would never admit or tell him in the face that he IS handsome because I'm sure I would never get an end to it and he would constantly cling on me (despite the fact that I am not so secretly loving his clingy side).

Kim Myungsoo, Kim Myungsoo who is now half fifty kekeke (if I told him that I'm sure he'll pout and grumble and give me his puppy face on) anyway the same myungsoo who is known and hailed as one of the living god or god's perfect creation, the same myungsoo who is improving in his singing talent and anything related in music, the same myungsoo who is a black fanatic and manga/anime otaku.

Also the same myungsoo who has the most beautiful and deep dimpled smile in Korea, the same myungsoo that has the most expressive and captivating eyes, perfect nose bridge and line, the same myungsoo that is caring and never self-centered, always ready to help those who are in need and the same myungsoo who takes such beautiful pictures.

The same myungsoo, who’s the cheesiest person that I know, always is pampering me in every way he could and most especially the same myungsoo who loves me boundlessly, he loves me more than he loves himself or anyone else. The way he showers me with love and affection is just out of this world and I didn't thought it was possible, possible that someone or anyone is capable of loving me just as much as he does. He loves me without any intension of being loved back or getting the same amount of love or gestures returned to him.

I know I am not the most skinshippy or vocal person between the two of us but I do love him just like he loves me, I love him just the way he loves me, love him just as much as he does. Heck yes I don't constantly cling on him but does that measure my love for him? Does the lack of "I love you and I love you too" means that my love is less than his? I'm just trying to be careful because what we have isn't gonna be a big help to our careers, if our relationship got known by the public I'm sure we could say goodbye to our careers in just a snap of a hand.

And I don't want that because both of us love what we are doing and what we have at the moment, but that doesn't mean we plan to keep this a secret until the end, we do plan to say it but when our surrounding is a little accepting and open with this kind topic and relationship. We are waiting for the right time and moment to let our relationship be known by the public.

Anyway I think I segwayed on the main topic kekeke where was I? Oh yeah today is myungsoo's birthday, it's his birthday and I am using this chance to get back on him, get back on him on a good way okay? I just want to show him how much I love him, care for him and just outright return the gestures and affection he gave me. Today it's my turn to show him how much I love him and my once in a blue moon cheesy side, surprise him for a change and be the romantic one who do the romantic gestures and deeds for once.

I'm actually nervous like seriously! Really nervous! I feel like my heart is about to burst out of my ribcage! This is even worse than me getting ready for a concert or performing in front of thousands of people! Heck the nerves are even worse when we are about to debut! So can you all feel how nervous I am at the moment? Sigh I'm nervous because myungsoo always manage to surprise me and whenever he do or plan a surprise it would be extravagant! Like he don't hold back and like he doesn't run out of ideas! He always manages to surprise me and I was really in the slump on planning this surprise!

I spend a good whole week thinking about what kind of surprise I will do and another week or two for looking for the perfect place! Sigh I really don't know how I manage to do all this, like right now as I'm looking at the finish product I couldn't help but be awed and ask if I really did all these! I didn't know I was capable of all these. Coming up with this idea was really hard! I was actually at the verge of asking myungsoo himself kekeke which mean all of this would be pointless.

Okay so I guess you are all wondering why I suddenly thought of doing this so I guess I should explain now why I thought of surprising myungsoo for a change right? Well I honestly don't know, like a month ago when I was browsing down my calendar I then saw that Myungsoo's birthday is coming up and remembering how much he always fusses about my birthday and any other special occasion and special days. He always has something in his sleeve during those days. But when it comes to his birthday he would just be fine with going out to eat with the hyung's or spend that day like any other day and it's just weird! Like how could the master of all surprises and stunts let his very own special day be spent like any usual day?

So with that I decided to make his birthday this year different from his past birthdays. I was set on, on planning and surprising him this year, and dear god I didn't know it was hard and a lot of work!  But throughout the planning and production I had a lot of fun and I seriously just want this to be perfect and somehow I manage to convey to him just how much I love him and thankful of everything he has done for me. How lucky I am for having him beside me and how lucky I am for having him love me like nobody else has. I hope he would like this surprise I planned for him.

Okay so the idea that I come out with and the best idea that I could formulate is well ugh how do I say this make him known my very own stalker side? Ugh okay I guess this is also the right time to have a confession time. SIGH! Well uhm well let's just say that he isn't the only one who has this stalker side, when I say stalker side I mean taking picture without me/him knowing, so yeah stolen pictures. Well there is also a picture where he knows I am trying to take a picture of him so not all of it is stolen okay? I am not that huge of a stalker like him! I don't think anyone can beat him on that category I mean like come on! Kim Myungsoo is the biggest stalker ever! And he doesn't take any offense on that and he would actually give me his dimpled smile when I told him he is such a stalker sigh

Why do I love him again?

Anyway I was trying to say is that I rented a mini photography showroom, and I then printed out all the stolen and memorable pictures I have and I had taken by myself. Those stolen picture's I took of him while he is sleeping, playing around with byul, talking to his and my parents, interacting with his fans, talking to our closest friends, taking pictures or when he is practicing our dance or basically when I feel like it and I even take a picture of him basically doing nothing kekeke well those are the stolen pictures I have of him. For those picture where he knows I am taking a picture of him, he would smile, show his dimpled smile, dorky side, childish side well basically pose for me and some are a couple shot of us.

Okay fine it's not that most extravagant and the unique idea but the pictures I have printed and posted in this room are the pictures that he had never seen and this is really the first time he'll know that I actually take pictures of him secretly ugh and just thinking of how he will react when he finds out that I also secretly takes pictures of him he'll tease me to no end and I will end up all red and flustered, I know my idea can't even compete with his ideas and surprises but I really worked hard on this. From where the picture will go and looking for the showroom it was all me who did it! I didn't ask anyone's help. Hopefully he takes that into account so no matter how simple my surprise is he would still appreciate it and somehow like it.

Anyway I haven't greet or show myself to myungsoo since yesterday and I am sure he is at the verge of calling the police now, no matter how much he tried calling or sending me messages I didn't reply nor answer his calls, I know it’s not fair but I don't think I can contain myself and keep my mouth sealed so I decided to avoid him. I pulled my phone out of my bag and look at the time and it's already 3 pm just the right time to show him my surprise right? If I message him now it will take more or less half an hour to get here and that would give me enough time to take a look and see if everything is in place. Okay better message him now before he go insane kekeke. I was about to compose a message when I see that he is already calling me so I answered his call.

Myungsoo- yah! Sungjong-ah! I have been trying to contact you since yesterday but you won't answer! Aisht

Hello to you too myungsoo hyung

Myungsoo- aisht where are you jagi? And are you not forgetting something?

Hmm no, I don't think so why? Is there something special today that I should remember?

Myungsoo- hul~ no, nothing never mind. Anyway where are you?

I was about to send a message to you anyway I just wanna ask if you could somehow pick me up?

Myungsoo- huh? Where are you? Are you alone?

I'm in Hongdae, can you come and pick me up?

Myungsoo- what are you doing in Hongdae alone? Aisht yeah I can, I'll be there as soon as I can

Thank you jagi, I'll send you my exact location

Myungsoo- aigoo okay, okay while you wait for me make sure no one notice you okay? Be careful don't go anywhere I'll be there as soon as I can!

Ne, I'll see you in a bit then

Myungsoo- yeah okay

-Call ended –

I couldn’t help but smile, I know he was talking about the fact that today is his birthday and I haven’t greeted him yet which is unusual for him because I would always greet him, I might not be the first one to greet him but I still greet him no matter what and give him his present despite him saying I don’t have to give him one yet I still insist because he always gives me presents even if there isn’t any occasion.

Anyway I send the address of this showroom to myungsoo and put my phone back to my bag, I went to the entrance of the showroom, once you enter the room the first thing you’ll or he will see is the arrow which has an arrow pointing towards the hall, I then walk to where the arrow is pointing and the next thing he will is a white will decorated with bold letters, I cut out capitalize letters and posted it in the wall and the words written in the wall is

“WELCOME KIM MYUNGSOO-SSI! Kekeke I’m sure you are wandering where I am and what this is all about but for now just follow the arrows ne?”

I then walk ahead and there in the corner he would see a picture of the two of us, our first couple picture, it was taken when we first started going out the day I finally said yes to him. Ugh remembering that day I couldn’t help but smile and blush, he was so embarrassing that time! Ugh we were in my parent’s house in Gwangju and we are sitting on the garden and just talking about random things when I finally bought out the topic and said that I love him too. Kekeke actually at first he was just looking at me like I grow a head or like he saw a ghost.

He asked me to repeat what I just said and I couldn’t help but laugh at him so I shake my head and cupped his cheeks and lean in and kiss him, he was really speechless during those times and once I pulled away I let our forehead rest on one another and told him I love him. Myungsoo then gathered me in his embrace and he spun me around while he keep on saying thank you and telling me he loves me real badly. He was also keep on screaming yes and I had to cover his mouth because come on it was embarrassing even my parents come out to see who is making such a ruckus but when they saw it was just us they couldn’t help but shake their head.

When he calmed down we took a sit on the bench we are sitting before but this time he is now hugging me from behind, we were just sitting there and savoring and letting everything sink in, after a few minutes I suggested we take a picture together and he gladly agreed, so I grab my phone and took a picture of the two of us. He’s hand wrap around my body as his head is resting on my shoulder and I’m resting on his chest and both of us smiling at the camera, giving our best and sincerest smile.

I made this portrait come out exceptionally big because I just really like this picture and hold a lot of memories for the both of us. I then continue walking and different size of his portraits can be seen, the pictures varies from my stolen pictures to pictures that he know off, the editing of the picture to somehow make it more professional and come out rather beautiful is all thanks to our friend well actually his friend who he introduce to me and we also started being friends. He helps me edit the pictures and add filters to it.

When he is editing the pictures I took I would always be beside him and giving my opinions and he would do what I suggested and he would praise me because my every opinion turns out good, so even if I wasn’t the one doing the editing I still somehow help with giving ideas. Anyway so the portrait varies from monochrome pictures to vibrant and multicolored pictures. Then to pictures size varies also from small, medium and large scales. We decided to diverse each portrait sizes to give more point.

But on my stolen pictures there is something that really catches my eye, like I couldn’t believe that I was the one who took that picture. It was really beautiful and it really made a huge impression in my mind, I couldn’t forget about it, it’s like the picture is imprinted in my mind. I don’t remember taking it but from the surrounding of the picture it looks like it was taken in the airport. He has his earplugs on and he has his eyes close, you could see that he is really just trying to enjoy the song he is listening to.

It really was a breathtaking picture, he looks calm and dear god he looks so handsome. We decided to use gray scale as a filter on that picture and it made it even more stunning, it actually give me tranquility and just stare at his physical features, yes I think everyone can agree that he is handsome and one of the most handsome guy in the industry but with this picture he somehow prove why he is part of that list and he deserve to really be hailed as one of the handsome guy in Korea.

Anyway another picture that caught my eye is from where he knows that I am trying to take a picture of him where he is straightly looking at me, he has his sunglasses on and a black hat on, and he is wearing his usual attire all black yet he looks dashingly his pale color standing out. Kim myungsoo for one is always handsome but he isn’t just handsome but he is also cute and in this picture he is screaming of cuteness. His dimple is showing and I just couldn’t help but want to pinch his cheeks. His pink lips are the main subject in this portrait because it’s so pink and I just want to kiss it ugh I can feel my cheeks heating up

Dear god did I just say that ugh I shake my head to somehow clear my mind and it somehow work because I’m a little back to my senses. Sigh this picture is dangerous it makes me feel weird and think of weird things. There are a few more portraits that got my eye but if I talk about it, it might take me days to finish explaining and talking about it. Every photo of him is just so beautiful and just has a special spot in my heart. I could stare at all of them all day and I seriously wouldn’t get tired of looking at it.

I gave one last look at the portraits hanging in the wall and I couldn’t see any problem on it and I can deem that everything is all set to go. That everything is perfect in my opinion and up to my standard, the once blank and white spacious room is now filled with the portraits of Kim Myungsoo who I couldn’t help but fall madly and deeply in love with, now the room is filled with beautiful and wonderful memories. It’s not just a simple white room it’s now a colorful and vibrant room.

I then went to the bathroom and check myself and somehow fix how I look; I brush my teeth and then a few fixing of my hair and applying some perfume on I think I look presentable enough for myungsoo. I’m wearing a simple black shirt and a black fitted jeans on. I then walk out of the bathroom and went to the end far corner of the showroom. There you could see a small round table with a full table set up for two. Okay fine another cliché idea but I don’t think any other best way to end this surprise with a simple dinner for two right?

I hear my phone rings so I pulled it out and see the myungsoo sent me a message telling me that he arrive already and on his way up, I replied to him okay and put my phone on top of the table, I deemed the light at where I am and when few minutes I went to the music player and started playing his favorite song by one more chance “thinking of you” and I actually created a playlist that consist of his favorite song to play for today, so after thinking of you, man in love, love blossom, love letter, you’re the one, heartbeat, marry me, real story, only you, daydream, loving you and many more. It’s a mixture of our own group ballad songs and other artist songs but basically it’s all myungsoo’s favorite songs.

The whole showroom is now filled with mellow music, and a minute later I hear the door open and I can hear myungsoo’s voice calling for me, I kept my silence and just let him see my surprise. Despite the mellow song surrounding the room I feel my body gone stiff and my mind thinking thousand things at a time and my heart is beating thrice as fast as it normal pace. All I honestly hear is my heartbeat and here I am standing at the far end of the room my hands intertwined with each other and which I may add the same hands that is getting a little clammy.

I don’t hear him calling me anymore so I guess he is now fixated in the portraits hanging in the wall, staring at the every pictures I took of him and with that thought I couldn’t help but feel even more embarrassed and flustered. I think around 10 minutes passed I hear his footsteps nearing and I went behind the white screen projector and open the projector, when I feel that he is really close to me I grab the remote of the music player and lower the volume of the speaker and then grab the remote of the projector and let the presentation I made for him starts playing.

Okay so I have another thing in mind to surprise him, well the video I made isn’t that much and you can label it a normal video, I created a video of compiled pictures and mini clips of him from his childhood up until now, clips where he is such a total giveaway in front of our fans wh