theme songs: taeyeon - rain , secret https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwDb15qrPqU

 

 

it was pouring rain outside and the sky never been so grey and i never have i experience such cold breeze in my life.....

i was just casually looking outside the window until i saw you .........it pierced me pierced my bones its not because of the rain its not because of the cold breeze ..its you

seeing you made me feel like i was stabbed by a thousand knives....what are you doing you stupid fool .......my tears wont stop streaming ....why am i even chasing you....

as much as this rain continues to pour i just know it'll never be greater than the tears im crying.

 

seulgi slowly walked towards jinyoung who was just standing there letting the rain hit him... walking hopelessly slow ....

"its been 2 weeks since he broke up with me i thought he really didn't love me...i didn't wanted to believe it either but he sounded so sincere....You stupid fool.... how could you" thought seulgi crying even harder covering with her hands ....still following the clueless jinyoung from behind not making any noise leaving only the buzzing rain continue to sound

time was starting to pass by and the length they walked were getting further away from seulgi's home......as seulgi was crying harder and harder ...she was angry and confused ...she couldn't take it anymore...she couldn't stand a single more minute watching his strengthless back

"YAHHHHH!!!!!" seulgi finally loudly screamed letting all her feelings out as tears continues to fall ...jinyoung who definitely heard it stopped walking .....he was doubting his ears...there was a short silence before jinyoung decides that he was just hearing things "i must've gone crazy" he mumbled doubting himself to the fullest as he took back a step forward but just then

"YAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" a scream then once again being shouted for the second time this time jinyoung finally stopped for good .....and the next every each movement he makes.. spoke for itself that there's just no way its her...he thought...

slowly jinyoung turned .....and there she was....jinyoung found a crying seulgi.....it was really seulgi.... the girl that he left....for her own good.... the girl who deserve more than the world itself.....he couldn't believe what he saw...

"you stupid fool!!!" seulgi lets out another scream taking a step closer as jinyoung continues to look at her with surprised eyes...

"why are you here?" questioned the tearfull seulgi as it took jinyoung a while to finally said something

".....................its raining go ho-"

"ANSWER ME!!" cutted seulgi furiously before jinyoung could ever finished his sentence

"...... i was taking a walk...." said the hessitant jinyoung

"there's many other places you could take a walk at...." seulgi started as there was a short silence before she said her next words

"why does it have to be around my neighbourhood....." seulgi spitted some logic.. jinyoung dont know what to say so he just stayed silent as the rain continue to falls

"have you been coming here everyday?"

"......................."

"why are you not answering me" seulgi frowns her brows she was so desperate for answers

"why are you crying?" asked seulgi again as she takes another step forward towards jinyoung

"im not............its just the rain" jinyoung looked away from seulgi

"lies!!! .......why are you lying to me??!!" seulgi burst out 

"you said you didn't love me .........you said you didn't care for me anymore .......what the hell is this??"

"i really dont care about you anymore............" jinyoung said still avoiding the deep gaze thats before him ....hearing the words jinyoung just said seulgi was left with shaking her head in complete disbelief 

"if you really trully dont care for me...then tell me....." seulgi once again took a step towards jinyoung leaving their gaps from each other only just a few steps apart 

"tell me why are you in this rain!!!"

"tell me!" 

jinyoung was closing his eyes just silently hearing all the painful questions continue to be thrown at him..

he was closing his eyes because he couldn't dare to even see a glimpse of the girl infront of him right now ....because he knows...once he takes a look a surge of pain to the chest will surely bound to flow in ......jinyoung really had no choice ....he did what he did to protect her..because he loved her so much he had to let her go .....jinyoung knows very well of the pain ....but even so ..he decided that he atleast deserves a one last look....

slowly jinyoung count down from three to one as his heartbeat beats in rhyme to ready himself of what is upon him 

three seconds have passed jinyoung finally opens his eyes......at this point jinyoung immediately noticed one big flaw about him as he gaze upon the still crying seulgi ....he missed her way too much...he didn't really get a good look at her earlier because she was feets away but now she was literally infront of him ....it was the first time ever he sets eyes on her again after a long time......he forgot how breathtakingly beautiful seulgi is upclose... her white skin was still as white and fair as ever ...her black raven hair was shining more beautifully under the rain and her eyes that he loves so much was ....was unfortunately filled with tears....but then right at that moment jinyoung unintentionally came across the necklace she was wearing hanging around her neck....she was still wearing the necklace he gave her from two years ago .... memories can't help but started to flow in his mind........

jinyoung suddenly started to cry.........

"whyy are you crying you stupid fool" seulgi weakly asked covering with her hand once again as she witness jinyoung's tears clearly falls from his eyes this time upclose.....

jinyoung never once gave any real answers to any of seulgi's question....

but his wet eyes tells every answers that seulgi needs to hear even without him saying but still seulgi continues to ask questions

because she misses him badly too........

time was slowly passing by and the rain was getting colder and colder and the pain that seulgi felt was getting deeper this situation cannot continue figured seulgi... as she then decided it was time for her to go.....she felt that her tears will only stop if she stays far away from him....

seulgi then turned around from jinyoung showing her back side ready to go back to her home....

but just then a pair of arms suddenly wrapped around seulgi .......jinyoung back hugged the crying seulgi.....even before she could take her first step forward

seulgi was now crying even harder

"let me go!!!" seulgi struggled in jinyoung's embrace

"let go...please let go of me" again and again seulgi demanded but jinyoung shows no signs of doing as told as seulgi was slowly giving in weak....

his spoken words did not met with his actions his body moved on its own ...jinyoung himself could not hold the feeling he had for seulgi store inside of him.. jinyoung didn't do it his heart did.......he just had too embrace her even if this is the last time  .....jinyoung then finally turns seulgi around and hugged her properly

"how could you" seulgi softly spoke finally letting him hug her 

"how could you" 

seulgi was pretty much still deeply in love with jinyoung even though he did her terribly wrong but she was still pretty much deeply in love with him

all seulgi ever wanted was for him to be forever by her side......and for this hug to last forever

"her body feels so cold" jinyoung thought as he hugged seulgi even more tighter

"i want to keep embracing her....i want to keep her by my side forever ....i want to keep her seeing her beautiful face everyday"thought jinyoung again unleashing all his true feelings in his minds that he kept strict...he then broke the hug as he move his hands to cupped seulgi's face softly

"but i dont know how" jinyoung wiped seulgi's tears with his fingers as he then leans his forehead againsts her's

"i missed you" jinyoung whispered ........

hearing what she just heard seulgi who was just about to calm down her tears from falling started to cry again because all she wanted to hear was his voice...

jinyoung then went for a kiss...as seulgi was startled for a short while until she kisses jinyoung back too

today was the most happiest day seulgi had since the last two weeks ago

"dear god i dont know if you're really real or not but if you are if you could hear my thoughts i love this girl named seulgi so much ...please help me be with this girl forever" jinyoung begged to god for the first time ever in his heart 

as the rain continues to pour and jinyoung and seulgi were kissing each other ever so passionately thats just how they badly missed and loved each other

the end

 

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hi my first ever completed one shot lol

i have always tried to make a one shot story but it 

always ended being in a whole lot of chapters and long

i gotta admit i half assed the ending there lmao

i couldn't think of ways to cut it

everytime i have these particular scenes of images popped to my head

whenever i listen to new music

and i try to potray my imaginations that i saw through words as good as i can

i know im still a whole lot lacking but

for this the music that inspired me was  taeyeon's new tracks rain and secret

so thanks for everybody who read 

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