Hearing her say those words hurts me a lot. I never wanted to steal her oppa. But rather i want to be the one to take care of her too. I want to share the responsibility with Yifan.

I know it’s wrong to eavesdrop however, i wanted to make sure that she would eat. Its not healthy to skip meals. I have been telling Fan, Jongin, Jongdae and Minseok-oppa about that. I wanted to cry for Sehee after hearing her words. I have no intentions to steal Yifan from her. I felt my heart break because of her perception.

I admit i was disappointed and hurt but when i heard from Jongin and uncle Hyukkie, i want to do my best to make her at least smile at me. I went to the library, hoping to catch Yifan there. I wasn’t wrong though, I saw my hot boyfriend reading a book.

Did i ever tell you that it’s the hottest thing ever?

I love the ways how Yifan when he is serious. I love the way his eye brows would scrunch up and sometimes frown. I smiled to myself as i watch my hubby sighed and massaged his head.

“Hey” i said softly, hoping that i could get his attention. Yifan looked up and met my eyes. I can see the worry in them.

“Hey baby” he said, gesturing me to sit down beside him. i allowed him to pull me down unto his lap. I can feel the heat radiating from the body underneath mine (OH MY GOD MY FIANCEE IS SUPER DUPER MEGA ULTRA---- HOTTT kekeke) i felt blushed crept into my face as he puts his face on my shoulder. But despite the arousing feeling (believe me i tried to stop myself from kissing Yifan to death) i can sense that he was tired.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” i  asked him as he groaned when i ask him that question

“I’m just worried” he said simply as he held me tighter in his arms

I sighed. I know he is worried about me and Sehee. I faced my beau and kissed his nose gently.

“baby, i will never give up on her” i said softly, assuring Yifan that i wouldn’t stop until Sehee would at least smile and talk to me in a friendly manner( i know, i know that its kinds farfetched but who says that i’m giving up?) I saw Yifan smiled and kissed me as softly as he could.

Do you know that his kisses can make you drunk? Half of the time, i get drunk from his kisses. Heheh i really love the way our lips would co