What if...

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I know it's been awhile since I last wrote anything but I decided to start the new year while giving you guys a one shot, so, enjoy!

Disclaimer; all translated lyrics go to their respectful owners. I do not own any lyrics done by Exo or Exo themselves.

Foreword

Both gazing at two different sights

"How does it look?" 

"...you like beautiful."

Jongdae smiled as he watched her twirl around in her wedding dress. She was admiring herself in the mirror while he observed from behind. How many dresses had she tried on, he wondered. He lost count when she tried to get him to try on one of her bridesmaid dresses. She adjust the dress at the , pouting almost. "I think it's too big around my ... what do you think?" she turned to him, Jongdae laughed and shook his head. "If you don't like it you can always try something else on." She huffed; "Fine. Choose a dress for me then." she walked back into the dressing room.

He smiled after her as she disappeared from sight, his smile fading. Pick out a dress, huh? He looked around the store, in something possible to her size. He looked at all the glorious white and beige dresses. They were beautiful, and Jongdae knew she would look good in everyone, no matter how much she complained. This was a woman he had known for a long time, they worked at the same office together. He knew her for many years and quickly fell for her, he had been there for her since her third break up, up until her recent engagement. Why had he never confessed to her he questioned himself. Maybe it was because she never seemed to reciprocate.... what if it had been their wedding she had been getting ready for? He closed his eyes as a sad smile spread on his lips... that would be so wonderful.

I can only use my heart to feel sad and convince myself 

It’s him that gives you your smile, protecting you for me

He was going to walk her down the aisle....she had asked since her father had passed a few years back and he told her he'd be honored. All the memories came flooding to him as he stood outside her door, waiting for her to finish dressing in the dress he had picked for her. To the day they met, her spunky personality was the best part of her. She was so beautiful and full of life, any man would be luckily to have her. Now, he wouldn't have to watch out for her anymore. Another man was going to be granted that honor today. Baekhyun had mentioned that he should confess to her soon... maybe even before he walked her down the aisle but Jongdae was selfless, why would he risk ruining what they had all because he wanted to have her? It didn't seem right for her to lose her best friend all because he wanted to be something more... he believed that if God wanted them to be together; he wouldn't have brought the other man into her life. Or maybe he would... life is funny that way... What if it had been his father walking her down the aisle... that would be so wonderful.
 
Doesn’t matter how far the distance is, my heart will always belong to you
 
"I'm having so much fun on this cruise!" She said into the phone, Jongdae was sitting in his kitchen. She had called him to tell him how much she missed him and let him know how much fun she was having on a cruise that her new husband had purchased for their honeymoon. Jongdae simply smiled before speaking; "It sounds like it... I'm glad you're having such a wonderful time."
 
"Now you have to get married. Well, first we need to get you a girlfriend and then get you hitched." Jongdae shook his head, as if she were there like normal. "I don't think love is for me..." he chuckled. "It's fine, I'm fine... I rather watch others." She huffed into the phone before groaning; "But I want to see you happy Oppa!" she whined. "At least try to find a girlfriend." She was so cute, always whining at him or huffing whenever he said such things. She was like a child at times... maybe that's why she was so lively. "I'll try..." he said, hoping to calm her down. He knew all the right things to say to make her smile. She laughed and made his heart skip a beat. "okay... well, I gotta go. We're about to get couple massages!" before he could speak there was a click and he kept his phone against his ear... what if it were here sitting across from him, or them there together? That what be wonderful..... 
 
In my eyes it’s all you...

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