When I see you again

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TOP/Daesung AU. How they find their way back to each other. Sequel to my story Too good to be true. I highly recommend you read that first, or else you might be confused. Lots of good ol' angst.

 

Foreword

Sorry this is probably a messy mess mess, but here you go! Part 1 of this sequel. I'm still working on it, so it's not done yet. 

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Claudiavv153 #1
Chapter 7: I hope you can find inspiration to continue with this story, I really want to know what will happen with top and daesung, I hope and they can overcome the circumstances
Claudiavv153 #2
Chapter 7: Por favor sigue con esta historia espero lo llegues actualizar en algún momento
bigbangwho_ #3
Chapter 7: :( why arent u updating anymore:(
LoneShiba #4
Chapter 6: I don't know if I should love or hate the fact that Seunghyun told stranger about his never changing love for Daesung. I feel a lot like crying and sobbing and angry and mad and wanting to rant about it again.

I'm sure as hell Daesung is open minded...bahahahahhahahah who am I kidding, no?
Nah. I don't think he is, at least for now.
Sure he is caring and passionate, we can see that.
Well, not really.
Or maybe just me.
Or Seunghyun is also still trapped in the past.
Just that he remembers everything that's awesome about Daesung.
I dunno.
Ugh.

emo.

I really really want Seunghyun to find himself... and to stop being sorry, feeling ty about being Choi Seunghyun. Sure, Choi Seunghyun isn't as 'wow' as Won Seunghyun but surely he's more...real? I love Choi Seunghyun who works because he needs money, who doesn't give up eventhough he feels like a , who gives daesung time but also loving him all the time..

I kinda want Daesung to at least admit to himself that he needs Choi Seunghyun instead of Won Seunghyun..

WHAT'S WITH ME AND THIS WON-CHOI NAME...
Omg I'm sorry, I feel so deep for your story xD
LoneShiba #5
Chapter 5: And psssssst kudos for Seunghyun for refusing the offer. Pffft
LoneShiba #6
Chapter 5: please don't be sorry about cliffhanger or dialogues, all just fit perfectly ♡

WHAT'S WITH THIS STORY, BREAKING MY HEART IN EVERY CHAPTER??? LIKE HELL WHY?? WHAT- *throws tantrum*

But I love it. *sigh*

I cried. Seunghyun you.. how come after all those horrible fate you still came out to apologize?
Just come to me, Seunghyun... *get smacked by authornim*

And he still thinks its his fault. He blames himself for everything goes wrong because he did hurt other person, the person he loves...but isn't that what us human do? :(

Daesung is still playing this push and pull game...man, babe, I know you're confused and hurt and all, but youre the very key to all of these okay? Just choose your ground, FFS.
You want someone but refuse to say you love them because they've hurt you before. If you care, then you'll see that you're hurting Seunghyun right now, please step back and stop caring, stop needing, stop wanting him in any kind of way possible. Don't be friends or whatever.

I'm feeling a lot like throwing dae into ocean full of sharks rn. He was kinda hurt when Seunghyun said about stopping whatever going on between them, but then he thinks about parting ways with him.... what are you expecting, Dae? To love and to take your heart just like that??? Telling someone that you love him, listening to his love confession then walk away because he's unstable.... unbelievable.

Can Dae just go see therapist too just in case he doesn't realize that he also has problem with still wishing doraemon to come and change everything in Seunghyun....

Ranting me, again.hope you won't mind. Umm.
LoneShiba #7
Chapter 4: Ummm..why are you being sorry....like what are you being sorry for? You did awesome job here boo ♡

ZOMG.

OH

MY

GOD

MY

HEART.

SERIOUSLY.

MY HEART BROKE WITH EVERY SINGLE 'I'M SORRY' AND 'I LOVE YOU' IN SEUNGHYUN'S LETTER. (And your I'm sorry too..)

THIS MAN IS ....GOSH.

DONT, PLEASE DONT MAKE HIM FACE ANOTHER NIGHTMARES OR ANY OTHER HEARTBREAK OR I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA HATING DAESUNG. AND YOUNGBAE. AND SANGKI, WHOEVER THIS SANGKI IS.

Jeez.
Now you regret it huh boy? That's why you have to at least be brave enough to dig on something that caused you a heartbreak. That's thw only way to move on, trust me.

Each letter from Seunghyun is breathtaking and I cried along with Daesung while reading about things he did and others did to him while in prison. The nightmares were real and terrifying....I need fluff..

DEFINITELY NEED SOME FLUFFY FLUFFY TODAE AFTER THIS, YOU BROKE MY HEART WAEEEEEEEEEEE...

But I'm in love with this story.
Falling with every chapter of it, kkk~~~

I'm kinda afraid to find out what had happened between Seunghyun and Sangki and the truth about..everything or at least most of things.

He needs therapist and somehow, for a while, maybe a little away from daesung. At least until Daesung realizes that he loves the Seunghyun now, instead of what he had wanted and imagined him to be.
It still feels like he wanted Seunghyun to be just 'normal' like before..Ita kinda sad :(
LoneShiba #8
Chapter 3: It's Daesung who's still living in the past, apparently. It's he himself who refused to accept the things that's happening right now. My heart bleeds at him thinking about before and before...for me it seems that he wants so bad for Seunghyun to be Won again instead of Choi.. Gosh.

The New Year party is amazing, and i could say, breathtaking too. Despite that they're still tangled with past and recent activities, they could find peace for a while that night. I hope so.

Man, my bias is Daesung, but you made me fall in love so madly deeply with Seunghyun right now, >~<
Jeez, i love that despite his own broken heart, he still attempt on 'ignoring' it and pursue Daesung. Also that he gave him time.

DAENGEL NEEDS TO CONTROL HER EMOTION.

I REALLY LOVE THIS STORY, REALLY REALLY DOOOOOOOO!! XD *fangirling over authornim*

The phrase 'I want to hate you' made me sad. Don't you say that to my baby.
>~< *mad*
can he just somewhat accept that life is cruel and reality is now that what had happened in the past is neither illusion nor dream but a in reality that he has to cherish?

Ugh.

Okay.

I should stop ranting.

Ps. Sorry for the 'bad' words :p i tend to get Carried away while reading stories ><
LoneShiba #9
Chapter 2: First of all, I love the . So don't be sorry because you did so amazing freakin job here writing the .
First ever that made me want to smack dae's head.

OH GOSH.
DAESUNG, I'VE TOLD YOU.
You can't just ing move on and forget things if you didn't even know about what it really was :/
Stupid Dae.
Now you're trapped in the spider web of guilt, pleasure, love, lies, and everything in between.
Ugh.

And Seunghyun, Gosh. I really love the way you wrote his character in this story. It's the real and honest one, I'm in love with every bit of him, even the Won Seunghyun part.

I'm glad Dae broke up with jihoon, or else there will be more ans more people in this kind of confusion maze of todae relationship. And as much as i want to put the sympathy to jihoon, I can't xD
Im sorry I'm being biased boo :(

AND JIYONG IS FREAKIN ADORABLE FOR STANDING UP FOR SEUNGHYUN. AISH I WANT TO KICK YOUNGBAE. SORRY KID, YOU BETTER NOT HATING MY BABY SEUNGHYUN.

I hope...I don't know what to hope.

Please make Seunghyun at least not being somewhat ashamed and sad of being Himself...... :((((

It feels a lot ilk he's being sorry for what he had done and what he is currently doing, I'm afraid it'll lead to something bad :"(((((((
LoneShiba #10
Chapter 1: FIRST STORY THAT MADE ME WANT TO SLAP DAESUNG HARD

ON THE FACE

WITH CHAIR

OR CHAIRS FROM SEUNGHYUN'S COLLECTION

CONGRATULATIONS AUTHOR-NIM BABY!
*bows 90'*

Gosh, I'm so emotional rn, can't even think of what to say or do or I want to keep being dae's fans or what.

Okay..

Daengel needs to calm her down.

Umm. Right.

So well...I get it that Dae feels upset, disappointed and betrayed by Seunghyun's action. But he's somewhat stupid that for 2 years he did nothing about finding out who Seunghyun really is...I'd do that if I were him okay? At least I'd try to know what kind of man that has been my lover, talk to his friends and whoever I knew or just...idk, talk to the police? Then I'll throw evidences I find in his face so that he know not to see me again ever..
But Daesung was like...okay, this man lied to me and hell i gotta move on... NO BABY. THE WAY TO MOVE ON IS TO KNOW THE REAL THING FIRST.

I'm feeling sad for Seunghyun. Really sad. Well i know he did bad too but still..somehow his feeling is genuine and real...even more than Dae. Seunghyun loves him and Daesung loves Seunghyun that can be someone he wants him to be.

I love Seunghyun that snapped, Seunghyun who was blunt about his love, Seunghyun who's still wanting to see Dae even when the younger didn't visit him..

Seunghyun who knows that he did wrong and wanted to fix it.

Okay, now I'm blabbering. Psssssh shame on me. I tend to leave long comments on stories so... *hides*

I hope it's okay ><