Save Me
Description
Daehyun
How long has it been?
When will it all end?
I'm tired of this world
I'm tired of the way of live
Violence surrounds me
Drugs and alcohol take the best of me
I don't know what love is
I'm scared of people who are kind
I'm afraid of myself
I know no limits
Selfish
Stubborn
When will it all end?
Someone
Anyone
Please
Save me
Himchan
I hate you
I hate myself
Who am I?
I don't know
Where do I go?
Who do I go to?
No one
I'm lost
No one loves me
I want to be love
I don't deserve it
Someone
Anyone
Please
Save me
Youngjae
I'm worthless
Though precious to those who only want pleasure
Disgusting
Who am I?
I'm no one
Pretty boy
Only a toy
I hate my body
It's been tainted by many
Worthless
No one can love me
I'm disgusting
When will it all end?
Never
I want to die
I want the pain to stop
There's no point anymore
It's to late for someone to Save me
Yongguk
I live only for myself
I don't live for the likes of others
I hate the human kind
I don't want to be touch
The skin of others disgust me
They are dirty beings
Nightmares
Drugs, alcohol,
An escape from reality
Exit from the world
My life is going nowhere
It's a constant routine
I don't need anyone
No one can Save me
Foreword
“I'm nothing compared to those above me.” He would say.
Worthless, a piece of trash good for nothing, those words pierced his heart to the point where he believed them. Only they would say things like that to a poor child.
Mama and Papa, he would reach out to them at the age of 10 to try and make them understand how much he loved them but with blows to the face he was rejected.
At the age of 16 he tried to end his life but miserably failed, a failure always a failure. Mama and Papa came rushing down the hall of the hospital, worried expressions planted on their faces. Instead of a lovable greeting Mama slapped him.
“What the were you thinking? Trying to kill yourself and leaving us with debts…selfish bastard.”
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