Without You, There Is No Me

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Description

Joonmyun doesn't know what Lay is. Doctors describe him as an Illness that Joonmyun suffers from but that doesn't explain the haunting, it doesn't explain the pain and it doesn't explain any of the harrowing articles that Kim Jongin diggs up after walking back into Joonmyun's terrifying wreck of a life. 

Lay is Joonmyun 
Joonmyun is Lay
They are two sides of one person. 
But that isn't quite true.
Lay is something else. 


Blood/gore
Slight strong language
Horror
Mental illness
Death/murder 

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Foreword

Hello!
This is my first psychological horror fic and I am quite proud of it to be honest. It took a lot of work and i really hope you like it!
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iceberg_99
#1
Chapter 1: This is spookily good.... i had read a horor fic before of exo but this one is more scary and better
Though I had trouble understanding some of the haunted events taking place with both of them i swear it still have me creeps at a point.
It was a great experience reading it and I enjoyed it so very much
Great job!
exoforever259
#2
Chapter 1: This is my first time reading horror fic with dark concept.. I liked it. Though it's a happy ending with a twist, I slightly felt a pang in my heart. Thank you for the effort :)
swaggypenguinz
#3
Chapter 1: I got chills so bad I think I'm going to sleep with the light on before Yixing comes to get me :p
naimiestrella #4
Chapter 1: Wow! Horror at its finest!!!
Maybe an epilogue? I think this deserves it.
BDLock
#5
Chapter 1: So I normally don't ship Sukai but it seemed interesting and decided to give it a try.... AND I DONT REGRET!! This is absolutely amazing! I totally love the horror/darkness of the story! I feel for sukai on this story and am actually happy they got their "happy ending" even if it's in a twisted way! Amazing story!!!
Glimmer01 #6
Chapter 1: Woah this was so dark! Idk why but I still think that Lay (and everyone else) is a product of Joonmyun's imagination - or at least a twisted version of the actual reality he's in. Joonmyun seems quite the unreliable narrator and who's to say whatever happened - including Tao's defense of him, which strikes me as overly emotional writing and not objective enough - is not all the way he perceives things? To me, Lay/Yixing is a twisted version of an imaginary friend, probably the dark side of his brain. Perhaps he did kill Jongin under the influence of Lay, but imagines himself not culpable and perceives all the surrounding events in a way that corroborates this? Okay maybe I'm thinking too much
jonginpotato
#7
Chapter 1: Woah this scared me
for_now #8
Chapter 1: How absolutely amazing this story is!
In the beginning I believed that it was all in Joonmyun's head but then because of little reveals and Jongin's perspective coming in I realised Lay was real. And the way everything was described scared the out of me.
But (I don't if it was intentional or not) the bits where you added humorous and light dialogues were perfect, they were subtle but funny.
I love how Jongin was super sacred but did not abandon Joonmyun!
I love this story!
It legitimately scared me!
You're awesome dear author!
ohxlalaaa #9
Chapter 1: This was so amazing I'm blown away....omg
1004xo #10
Chapter 1: WOW that was amazimg . I never expected this to be so good. This is my first time reading a horror fanfic, and its amazing. Great Job