Jungkook's face is stoic as he stares at the light grey colored ceiling.His dark brown hair flaps as the soft wind from his table fan hit his face.He doesn't know if it's dark brown anymore.He could only see jet black hair whenever he look at himself in the mirror.

He looks outside the window,dark.He's pretty sure it's late,but he doesn't really know what time it is.He sits himself up from the lying position he was in and scoots closer to the window.He still remember,from this window is where that special someone used to knock on at some ungodly hour in the morning just to cuddle with him until morning come and he'd climb out just to take a shower at home and come back.It still hurts,and he tried,really,to push the feeling aside.

He loves how his bed is so close to the window,he could just sit and lean on it.Jungkook opens the window and rests his arms on the window-pane,burying his chin on top of them.He stares at the empty street,grey ; from the light of the lamp post.The dull pain is throbbing in his heart,and he tries pushing it away,once again.Think about something that brings happiness.like,colors.yeah,the striking red color he loves so much.

Suddenly,he feels something drop on his arm.He looks at his arm and see it; a drop of water.He softly lifts his head up and holds his hand out the window.Another drop falls on his palm.He feels his chest tighten.And he feels his wall crack as his sight blur from the tears.

The empty grey streets,it's so empty

Feeling blue,I opened the glass window

Rain drops fall onto my hands

The longing starts to well up and flow in my heart

I miss you for some reason tonight

Tears rise up

Inside my rising heart

He wipes the unshed tears and takes a shaky breath in hope to ease the pain.The vivid memories play in his mind,breaking his heart to pieces,once again.Even the happy thought brings him back to the painful memories.

"Red" Jungkook read the word and stared at the red square in the book.A square he only saw in dark grey before.Taehyung is leaning on him,looking at the book too.

"Oh! so that's the name of the color you like so much" He stated.

"Wah,this! G-Greeeen...this looks nice! I like this color!" Taehyung claimed excitedly while pointing his finger on the said color.

"What? You like the color of plants? And vegetables?" Jungkook raised one of his eyebrows,still looking at the green square.

"What?...well,you like the color of fresh blood? so what's the problem?" Taehyung asked,feeling judged.

"No,it's just..unique.like,you hate veggies.It's ironic that you like green" Jungkook smiled,amused.And he kept in his mind to buy Taehyung something green,definitely not vegetables,when his birthday comes.

 When it rains,the memories fall down and the pain spreads

I look at you that starts pouring out

Then I freeze in the times that are so clear,as I am wet with the memories

Then I draw out the beautiful you in the rain

Jungkook turns his head and see the dark grey photo album on his desk.It was brown before.Taehyung had insisted on buying it instead of the Christmas designed one because it's the color when red and green are mixed! 

Jungkook takes the photo album and sits on his bed again,next to the window,careful as not to wet the photos.He flips it open and scans the page.His eyes stop at a photo.

It's a summer vacation photo of them.They went with Jungkook's parents and had a really great time together.He still remember the box smile that he gets whenever he laughs at Taehyung because he fell into the pool or just because Jungkook simply couldn't swim.(photo here)

Jungkook traces the photo with his fingers.

"Taehyung!" Jungkook screamed,frightened.Taehyung quickly catched him into his own embrace.

"Taehyung,I can't do this,I swear.I just can't swim" Jungkook said panicly.

"No,Jungkook,listen to me.You can do this.You have always been good at every single thing.You can do this.Trust me,I promise you I'm always here" Taehyung tried to coat him.

"No,no,no.I can't do this Taehyung.Just,let's not do this here" Jungkook was still frantic.

"Jungkook! Jungkook! Listen to me first.Jungkook" Jungkook relaxed a bit.

"Now,do you trust me?" Taehyung repeated,emphasizing the word trust.Jungkook nodded firmly.

"Okay,I'm gonna let you go.Just trust me,and yourself.Okay?" Jungkook nodded and loosened his grip on Taehyung.

And he still remember,

 "I promise you,it'd just be a few days.And I'll be back after that" Jungkook nodded obediently.

"Promise me to take care of yourself" Jungkook reminded him.

"I promise.You too,okay? I love you" Jungkook tried to hide the fact that he's blushing red.

He promised..

Unnoticed by Jungkook,someone opens his door slowly and shuts it back softly than ever.Mrs. Jeon feels her heart break,once again,seeing her son like that.

The long and dazzling season

Will it fade and stain inside the photo album?

The night is growing deeper

Promises that I can't forget

Your warm embrace,goodbye

His wall break as he remembers every step of their friendship handshake.Taehyung had opposed it,and he loves it,a lot.Whenever they doesn't have a lot of time,they'd just do the shorter handshake that's usually done in the end of  their full handshake.His body shakes as the tears flood.He puts the photo album away and stared into the rain again.

"Ah! How about we do it like this?" Idea popped into Taehyung's head as he danced to their friendship handshake.Jungkook beamed once he finished.He nodded vigorously.

Mrs. Jeon thought their friendship handshake was really cool.

His head till shoulder is wet.And he can't tell whether the liquid flowing on his face is  the rain drops or his tears.His heart clenches painfully.He holds his chest where it pains.His throat feels tight.Every breath hurts.He sobs and whimpers.

"Mom! Mom!" Jungkook screamed for Mrs. Jeon.

"what what what?" His alarmed state made her panic.

"My-my eyes! Call Taehyung,call Taehyung!!" Jungkook's eyes were filled with tears.Mrs. Jeon instinctively reached out for her phone to call Taehyung's number.She wondered why didn't Jungkook use his own phone.Probably his phone ran out of battery,she supposed.

Nobody answered.Jungkook looked at her expectingly.She shook her head.Why can't I see colors?! 

"Try again!" Instead of dialing Taehyung's number,she dialed Mrs. Kim's number.And she picked up the call with a hoarse voice,from crying.

please...please...he pleads,to nobody.Hoping that the pain would disappear.That every memory he has with Taehyung would be framed as something beautiful that only makes him smile.Yes,he do smiles whenever he thinks about them,but sometimes it hurts so much he wondered why haven't he died yet.

I just miss him so much.

When it rains,the memories fall down and the pain spreads

I look at you that starts pouring out

Then I freeze in the times that are so clear,as I am wet with the memories

Then I draw out the beautiful you in the rain

He still remember that day.

"Are you okay,sir?" It's raining and he's wet from standing under the rain.Jungkook felt a touch on his arm.Suddenly,he felt lightheaded and everything's spinning.He closed his eyes tight and held his head in both palms.Once he opened it,he couldn't believe his sight.Unknown colors was where it wasn't.That gainsboro was now a bright,shining color.That grey was now a stunning,vivid color.

Slowly,his head turned to the deep voice he heard earlier.There stood a man,almost the same height as him,thick eyebrows,sharp nose,gaping at him,mirroring his own expression.Ironically,the sun seemed to shine brighter.

He feels the pain subside,a little.

In the black and white world,you were the one ray of light

Be the rain and come to me,shine brightly on my soul

Unexpectedly,he's pulled into a tight embrace.

"I'm never leaving you" Jungkook slowly embraced the man back.He's still trying to swallow this whole thing,it's so new and so unexpected.He thought he'd never meet his soulmate,the chance is so slim it's almost impossible.

"Thank you so much,how are you doing? I mean- oh my god I love you" Jungkook heard him whisper.His eyes blinked rapidly from the sudden confession.Unadmittedly,he's blushing and he felt his heart racing,under the umbrella held by him,his soulmate.

Jungkook leans on the window-pane as his sobs get softer.He closes his eyes and sighs.Somehow,the rain sounds comforting,it's almost impertubable.Jungkook smiles even with the tears flowing down.He feels like Taehyung is there,with him.And he think he hears the deep husky voice,whispering the three words.

Your soft whispers under the umbrella

It spreads in the corner of my heart,I can hear you

The sound of the rain sounds peaceful,as if it's asking how my day was

In the raindrops of you,colored with the faraway memories

Mrs. Jeon slowly opens his bedroom door,to check on him again.And she sighed with a sad smile,watching her son fell asleep on the window-pane,once again.He's definitely gonna catch a cold tomorrow.

Dreaming in the rain

A/N: gosh this is so messy! the storyline... thanks for reading though,and thanks to those who subscribed! guess im not the only one craving for vkook eh.. feel free to leave a comment ^^

Song: Rain

Singer: Taeyeon

English Translation: pop!gasa 

Rain MV