Mark entered the house and he was shocked to see a letter in front of his door. The letter was on the floor with a cute memo on it.

‘To: My Fiance

Hyung, I’m going to leave you. It hurts me to see you coming home and hurting when you look at me. I will request our parents to cancel the wedding. Each time I spent with you is now part of my precious memories. I’m sorry for everything I did to you. I love you and still love you. Let us heal our broken hearts before meeting up again.

From: Jinyoungie’

Mark took the memo after opening the letter with shaking hands.

‘I love you. Please don’t drink again. If we are meant to be together then I will surely meet you again.’

Mark sat on the couch and sighed miserably, trying to remember what he did to Jinyoung while he was drunk. Moments later, he received a call from his parents and he knew well what this was about.

“Mama…” Mark answered with his last strength not to cry.

“What is this, Mark? Did both of you fight? Why did Jinyoung suddenly leave and cancel the wedding?” Mama Tuan's words kept Mark silent.

“I’m sorry Mama,” Mark could only apologize since he also did not know what to answer.

“Jinyoung said that he hurt you, and his family cut their ties with him. What did he do that you cannot forgive him?”

Mark's tears finally rolled down his cheeks, cursing internally at how stupid he was to let Jackson win over his love.

“I’m sorry,” Mark muttered and cried. His Mama just let him cry and promised to come back tomorrow.

Mark became worried once the call ended and he composed himself. It was Jinyoung's first time living without his family and he had no idea where the younger went. The thought of himself being the reason of Jinyoung's state made him break down all over again.

 *_*_*_*_*

Jinyoung was welcomed with a hot weather, and it was completely different from Korea but he believed he could stay here for a few years. He saw a board with his name and he smiled.

“I’m Park Jinyoung, sir,” Jinyoung spoke in accented English.

“Nice to meet you. Our boss asked to pick you up,” The young man smiled and extended a hand for a handshake.

“Thank you,” Jinyoung said when the man took his luggage.

As the car passed by the tall buildings and busy streets, Jinyoung let his mind wander to the reasons of his abrupt arrival in a foreign place. He didn’t want to hurt everyone anymore. His parents cut their ties once Jinyoung said that he wanted to cancel the wedding. But he was past caring then. At least Mark would be able to quickly get back to his old self without hurting when looking at him. Jackson would be happy with Bambam without thinking to come back to him.

He was going to stay here, until the day maybe happiness would find him.

Jinyoung slept in the car since his destination was still far from the airport and the traffic was very busy there. Once they arrived, Jinyoung plastered a big smile despite his tiredness and jet lag.

“My baby, I missed you so much!” Jinyoung hugged the taller boy, who welcomed him to a lovely house.

“Hyung, I thought that you would forget about me,” Yugyeom said with a fake sad face, causing Jinyoung to poke his cheek and chuckle. The two had become friends through a mutual friend online, and the friendship progressed to such a level that Jinyoung cared for the younger as a brother.

“Of course not. Your offer to invite me here came in the right time!” Jinyoung smiled in gratitude.

The past weeks were taking a toll on him. And his guilt to hurt Mark to the point of making him drunk every night made Jinyoung hate himself. That fateful day, when Mark had pushed him away, Jinyoung had decided to kill himself. Maybe it was the only way he could stay away from Mark's life. He had the full intention to drown himself, but before he could have carried out the deed, his savior came in the form of Yugyeom's call, offering a new oppurtunity at life unknowingly.

For that, Jinyoung