Dear Seohyun,

I know this is not the best way you expect me to say the things you want to hear, the things you want to know but is

the only way I had always find better to express myself….

We always talk to each other so comfortably but stop for a moment and see why we are like that. If we take a moment

to think, you will realize like I did that we never talk or see each other until today. We had always this thing to just

spend hour’s texting with each other…

Wow is incredible how close we are even when we just only see each other through pictures and just text. Is not a bad

thing at least that’s my point of view. We had now each other for 2 year and 7 months now; so long and never talk over

the phone, Weird right........I don’t regret our friendship but always bother the way you always talk to me. I mean I

had like you from the start even now I still do, but you always give me those mixed signal that makes me confuse. Then

I knew you have someone, our conversations starts to be less and less.. Those sweet texts you send me every morning

and night just to wish me a nice and beautiful day or just a sweet dream, those texts that always makes my heart

flutter were less and less over the days even months.

I started to think that we were just friend and that you may be like that with others. I try to think that me liking you

was just a phase. I was wrong, the more less you text the more I was missing you. But no matter what I always was

there for you. With the time I notice that always you were feeling sad and had problems you go back to me. I even

remember the day you text me and said “I will never fall in love again”. Its hurts me a lot knowing you were hurt and

more when you said she cheat on you with your friend. How could she do that to you, because of her you lose yourself,

you weren’t the same. We lose contact for a year; I always wondered what happened to you on that time since the last

text we had you say you were on depression.

I never though you will contact me again after all these time. I was scared of having those feelings back just looking at

you text..

We started talking again like the old times. I was happy because I thought I was never going to be able to talk with you.

Not because we lost contact for a year, it was of what happened to me at that time nut that’s not important now…

Few days ago we were texting you said “If one day I say that I like you, what will be your reaction?”, then I told you

that I didn’t know how I will react…..we were having this awkward conversation until