I Miss You So Bad
I Miss You So BadHANBIN POV
Venue : In his room
" What do you want? ", he asked her while crossing his arm. Although he want to pull her into his arm and hug her so bad, he kept his straight face when looking at her.
" I-i just want to meet you ", she said with a little bit stammer.
" Is that all? After what you had done to me before? ", he asked. Clearly showing his angry eyes to her.
She lower her head. In her heart, she was hurt so much too. She wanna hug her love, the only love that she have. She wanna be in his embrace. She misses him so much.
" You don't have anything to talk about right? please get out from here ", he said then continuing doing his work at his table.
She felt dissapointment in her heart. She know nothing can make him calm right now. Nothing can make him feel better. With a heavy steps, she slowly get out from his room. She closed his door silently.
He stopped writing as she closed the door.
" I miss you so bad ", he whispered as tears slowly rolling down on his cheek. He quickly wiped it. He put down his pen, put on his earphone then look out at the window. Staring at the skies.
I hope this isn't the last song I ever sing for you
That this isn't the last letter that I wrote for you
That this isn't the end of the road that leads to you
I pray, please tell me its not true
I hope this will be the last time I'll be crying because of you
That this will be my last night spent missing you
I hope I'll start to be okay without you
No No , No No
I miss you so bad
I must have been crazy - you're so beautiful
But your two hands are getting so far out of my reach
Can't I turn back time ? I keep on
Falling to my knees under the moonlight every night
Please don't tell me this is the last time
If you still love me don't leave me
I'll try to put together the broken pieces of this bowl
I'll try to recollect the water that's been spilled
You seem to be forgetting me
One by one, erasing me
I seem to be going crazy
And that's why I'm feeling so tired
How many more days must I plead
Exactly how many more glasses must I empty
I'm afraid to let you go
I dial your number
But you've blocked me and the silence traps me
Within hopelessness so that I may know my sins
So that you may be happy
I hope this isn't the last song I ever sing for you
That this isn't the last letter that I wrote for you
That this isn't the end of the road that leads to you
I pray, please tell me its not true
I hope this will be the last time
I'll be crying because of you
That this will be my last night spent missing you
I hope I'll start to be okay without you
No No , No No
I miss you so bad
Your touch across my skin once was so warm
My memories of your kisses in my arms
Are beginning to fade to black
The tears start bursting out
At the shortest thought of you
woo wooo
Real talk baby Let's go
I grab you from behind in hopes that your eyes won't close
At my shining obsession
You remain as my sole pride
And my very last regret
You came with the wind
But please don't leave only your scent
It's such an inisigficant day
Like the autumn leaves falling onto the swamp
But you have no reason to pick me up
When the wind blows it just pierces
Through the centre of my heart
And there's nothing to fill it up with but you
Foolish expectations just build up
I understand - compared to me
Who's had a good life up to now
When I think about these past days
It makes me tear up
I'm sorry - you
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