Hyukjae:

​Two of second year students came at me asking, where i had gotten my glasses, clothes, and shoes. Basically making fun of me. I gave them a goofy smile and answered them politely. They where members of R4. Stuck up, rich people i despised and hated. Hate was filling my body, but they left pretty fast, felt eyes on me and turned around and met his eyes the hate in my eyes got bigger looking at him, but looked away and started humming and got up and walked away. That was Donghae, also on my hate list. 

Sun was out, made me think back to when i was in the states. I missed it. Had a lot of friends and things was calm, not as here this school, where rich people bullied the poor ones. I don't understand why they do that, why they act like they are the ones that earned that money themselves when its their parents who earned it. Another thing is those who can help but don't, turns the other way and act like nothing. If someone had just stood up, and helped my cousin would have been alive today. Don't understand how a whole school is scared of four students, 

I'm living with my aunt and uncle.  My dad and stepmother doesn't know I'm back in Korea . But got my aunt to promise not to tell them. I guess I fall under poor status because my aunt and uncle owns a flower shop. 

Was in my own thoughts when bell rang, signalizing for lunch. I walked inside, looking down, trying not to bump into anyone. Walked with a slight limp and my right hand was shaking a bit. Was standing in line when same 2 from R4 came and cut line and was right in front of me. I looked around a bit, no one said anything. Saw Donghae on other side eating, alone , thoughts escaped me and i tripped and fell with food, up in air and onto R4 member. 

You could hear whole room got quiet, and all eyes on me. I got down and kneeled apologizing. Trying to brush of some food of him, but only made it worse. 

"ARE YOU CRAZY!" he screamed at me

"I'm m m , so ssso ssssorry" i stuttered  

Suddenly he kicked me, i fell down, and he kept kicking me in my stomach,  over and over, and then dropped his food on me.  He bend down to me and said

"you will regret this forever you retarded  " Hands was shaking, and my eyes met with Donghae, i started crying, 

"p p pplease , I'm ss ss ssorry"  

"Is this a new trend by young peop