he looked at her the moment he heard her footsteps towards him. who would have thought? the girl he used to ignore and turn his back on will have him begging on his knees one day.

"so.." yoongi tried to start a conversation but he ran out of words. "damn it," he mumbled as he turned around pretending to scan the books on the shelves and diverting the awkward atmosphere surrounding them. 'i have to get this together. i even prepared myself on how to talk to you,' he thought as he gazed at the scribbles on his palm, containing his supposed speech once she gets here. but all the thoughts he put on it were useless, and he was once again tongue-tied.

"i accept it," she broke the silence.

he carefully looked at her direction without fully turning his head. "you mean..?" yoongi squinted his eyes in disbelief, making his already-tiny eyes even smaller.

"yeah. sure, whatever. i still have sympathy for you anyway," she managed to talk in the most aloof way possible although she knew being this close to him still makes her feel more emotions than what a human could possibly bear all at once. he still has this effect on her. 

"thank you," he hugged her out of instinct but as soon as he realized how uncomfortable it made her, he quickly withdrawed. "s-sorry." to tell you frankly, he doesn't even know why he's doing this. maybe because he loves his career too much that he's willing to do anything to be on top, even if it means having to use her.

"it's okay," she looked straight in his eyes. why is she a singer and not an actress? if you could see her right now, even her eyes wouldn't reflect the pain that he caused her. you wouldn't be able to see her shattered heart through the genuine smile plastered on her face.

"but i'm telling you, it's not free. you have to do something for me in return."

"what is it?"

"help me fulfill my bucketlist," she stated. yoongi didn't even notice the notebook in her hand until she passed it to him. with furrowed eyebrows, he opened it only to find scratches and doodles. he turned to her with a confused look but she just looked at him and tilted her head as if asking him to scan more. he turned to another page, and there it was.

1.) do something stupid that will earn me smacks from my manager
2.) get even with my ex 
3.) eat something i've never tried before
4.) visit daegu
5.) to feel like i'm in a movie
6.)

"may i ask you a favor?" she asked, which earned her a weird look from yoongi. "don't fall in love with me."

he paused for a while, staring at her with raised eyebrows before breaking into laughters. seriously? they've known each other for years and they've bumped into each other so many times recently but he never even dared to look at her.

"why is number 6 empty?" he asked out of curiosity.

"you'll find out soon."

i, min yoongi, (is very doomed) promises to help kang seulgi in fulfulling her bucketlist under any circumstances and with the best i can do. 

  

author's note : 
ok, so uhm, i found this story when i was scrolling through my old wattpad account. it was a myungzy fanfiction i wrote back when i was thirteen, (so i'm really sorry if it's not as well worded as it could be! ><") and i thought, hey this would make a good yoonseul fanfic! and so i copied it here on aff. unfortunately, only the prologue was written in english and the rest of the two chapters (it wasn't done. cries.) were written in my mother tongue. so i'll have to throw all that and start anew! plus, this originally had a high school setting but i decided to scratch the whole au idea and let them stay as idols. so yeah, that's all- sorry for blabbering too much. if you guys have any suggestions or such, feel free to comment below. thank you!!!!!!