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Hugging, whispering and kissing. – That was what the couple did all along while doing grocery shopping together. For a person who seeks for love like Taeyeon, of course she feels envious. Having her sister to do these to distract her was different. Besides, she can’t kiss her own sister. That’s just wrong. As she has always envisioned before going to sleep, she would like to have it with someone; the experience of love. The experience of being stared at with a loving gaze, being kissed that sends messages to her like; I love you, being wrapped by a blanket of their warm embrace – just, all those things. It could send Taeyeon the somewhat butterflies in her stomach within seconds of having all of those but unfortunately – unfortunately, no one would want to be with her because–

‘I will never be good enough.’

Argh. Why does she always think of that? She haven’t even have these experiences yet. Her mind, that is full of negativities, she never liked it. The more she glanced at the couple in front of her, the more fluttering feelings she felt and it made her to smile. Oh how amazing would it be if she have someone right now to do all of the things with her. She sighed dreamily when she gave them one last glance before turning her attention to her sister.

“Joohyun ah, are you done yet?”

“Give me a second.”

Irene was too busy choosing a new fabric softener to mind her sister’s attention at the couple which she only noticed minutes later after picking her favourite. She placed the bottle of fabric softener inside the cart and linked arms with her sister, almost like dragging them quickly where there were no couples around the area.

“Too late.” Taeyeon stopped them from walking in a fast pace. “I’ve been staring at them just as much as you taking your time to pick the same fabric softener for about 5 minutes.”

“I’m sorry.” Irene’s shoulders slightly dropped in disappointment.

Taeyeon flashed a reassuring smile to her sister. “It’s alright. Let’s head to the counter now.”

‘I’ve seen enough.’

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“It will come for you, unnie.”

“Hmm? What is?”

“Love.”

Taeyeon’s brows moved upwards in interest, eyes gazing on the ground at their walking feet. Her grip on the grocery bag she was holding tightened too upon hearing what her sister said. “Don’t be silly, Joohyun. Good things never happened to me; not even love.”

“Unnie–”

“It’s the re