I Watch You Fall

I was always there for you. I was always staying beside you. I was always there when you need me. When you cry, you just have to call out my name and I will be there beside you, ready to be you crying shoulder when guys make fun of your pure innocent heart. You're special to me. You were my everything. Just watching you smile, makes me happy too. Just to see you happy is enough for me, even though I'm not the reason why you were happy.

I watch in the background. I watch you fall. I watch you cling to his arms. I watch you show him you smile. I watch you fall for him again and again. And I watch you cry as he left you. I wanted to beat the crap out of those bastards that hurt you. I always wanted to do it whenever guys make you fall and left you with unexplainable reasons. When I see you cry, I prepare myself to what you're gonna say to me.

"I love him. I really do. I love him so much. I did everything for him, just to prove to him that I love him. But why... why did he left me alone? After all what I did for him... Chanyeol... he just left me. Like that"

It always broke my heart. You have no idea how my heart had suffered. My heart has been shattered into million pieces whenever you say that to me. I guess, I'm a coward. I can't even tell you what I really feel.

And now, the same thing happened. You fall. You smile. And you cry into my shoulder again.

But the difference is... you fall inlove with him. Why does it have to be him?