I tried to ignore him, everytime he's around. I didn't reply his messages as I was so prouuud of myself. I pushed myself to work. Tried to be busy. Tried to ignore him, even I admitted it was soooo hard, too hard to ignore that guy with a sweet smile.

"Hey, Rika!" Khun appeared in front of me, when I was at the coffee shop.

I saw another members behind him. And ofcourse, Taec oppa.

I tried to smile. "Hey,"

"You look so pale," Woo said and smiled.

I shook my head. "Just too tired to work," I said.

Is it okay, if I say, I waited for him to say words? I just looked at him, whose so busy with his phone.

"By the way, we are so glad to have a work with you yesterday, Rika," now the maknae came to me.

"Me too," I tried to say those words cheerfully.

Why the coffee took so long this time? I just wanted to take a coffee, then go away from here.

"One espresso, without sugar and cream," the waiter came with a big cup and gave it to me.

Why he have to say my order too loud???

I gazed Taec oppa, as he smirked.

"Thanks," I said that to the waiter. "I have to go first, nice to have a short talk with you guys!"

"Don't you want to have a sit with us?" Khun asked.

I shook my head. "But thanks. My job is waiting,"

I walked fast after that.

I hope he didn't notice about this espresso.

Eh, am I expected he would be mad because of this?? Aish, Rika, I thought he didn't even care as I saw him so busy with his phone.

Maybe, texting with that goddess girl??

Time to work. And forget that worthless thing!!

***

I finished my shower as I sat on the floor in the living room. I was still doing my presentation for tomorrow.

The tv was on, as I saw the show appeared.

Taec oppa was there.

With that girl.

That goddess girl.

I didn't understand the language. I just saw them having a good time doing games.

I tried to ignore that. I wanted to switch the tv off. But I was too curious to do that.

I saw Taec oppa was talking with her, not only with her exactly, there was another idols, but still, Taec oppa and her were the centre of the spotlight.

I saw his ears getting red, as the other idols teasing him.

He gazed to that goddess girl, and they smiled shyly together.

Gosh. I couldn't help it.

I switched the tv off, and throw again the remote.

Why did you have to hurt yourself like this Rika???

I packed all the paper and placed it to my bag.

2AM already. I have to sleep.

I got my phone and walked to my room.

I saw there was 2 messages.

Taec oppa

"Are you ignoring me?"

It was like 1 hour ago.

Another one.

Taec oppa.

"Stop being like this, Rika-chan. I miss you,"

Stop acting like this, Taecyeon oppa. I'm tired playing like this. You're so sweet to me as sweet as you did that to that goddess woman on national tv. Plus that reddish ears you got.

I want to stop it. Its hurting me.

I sighed and lay my body to my bed.

I chose to reply his messages now.

"Sorry, I'm running out my phone credit. I'm not ignoring you. Too many jobs I have to handle now. I didn't miss you. I miss us ;)"

I was still trying to be as cool as I could.

I hope he was already asleep.

But, my hope was broken after I heard the phone rang.

"You copied my words!! Still jealous, Rika-chan?? ;)"

I hate those message!!! But I tried again to be cool and reply.

"I'm not. Why should I, by the way?? It was just an acting, I understand that,"

Just like us. It was just an act.